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Monday, March 31, 2008 @9:01 PM
when it hurt so bad sometimes.. nt having u here.. it'll just make me feel worse..
Sunday, March 30, 2008 @9:43 AM
smth just urge me t post this early morning.. so here i am.. gona tell u what happened yd..
ytd.. went making ic.. woke up by my dad early in the morning.. went eat breakfast tgt.. it been a long time since we eat breakfast tgt.. (: well.. so went take photo first. the "tom-boy looking lady" nv say 1,2,3.. so took my unglam picture.. =.= it gona ruin my future.. my ic with my unglam picture.. =.= ahh.. i dint stand firm for God.. zz they ask me what religion am i from.. i go say buddist.. thank t my dad.. staring at me.. when he donno much abt english!!! yet i go say buddist.. zz but still thank sister nana.. for cheering me up.. for while.. (: but maybe.. next time. army.. make ic.. must have e baptism cert than can change my religion t Christian.. all this is my fault.. sigh..
after tt went hme.. change up.. met up with zhi ting n dinesh.. im late again.. pai seh.. -.- n i made 2 bus drove away infront of us.. =.= went cellgrp.. somehw.. elton is always thr cheering me up.. somehw.. (: though he doesnt noe anything.. but.. yeah,, thank God.. i had him as my discipler.. [= sermon was impactful.. real impactful.. yeah.. i believe.. my week,, is gona be blessed by Him! and guide me along.. (: next friday,, im partC ic.. no matter what.. even just tt position is a small one.. i gona give my best shot.. just like anne say.. God will work in his own time n way. (:
sometime.. pictures.. does really bring back memories .
- i really do miss part C mass drill.. really.. it when.. each of us put in the effort.. with one solid bang. & it nt just abt the bang.. but the bonding.. hw i really wish we could go back to the past.. showing the part Ds hw great our drills are.. though they don really Satisfied.. but we r Satisfied with it. (: but it been long.. since we ever once.. did our mass drill.. n seeing each of our smiles n laughter..
Part C? or DEAR CHARLIES? yeah... 3 yrs.. it just gone so fast.. so much rubbish in my life.. on tt time.. but nw.. ? nah.. i wont let all this thing affect me.. so yeah.. next friday.. it our real part C master parade.. so let do this all tgt.. show ppl we are Something. but nt nothing show tt we are somebody but nt nobody.. (: Lets lead ppl but nt led by ppl.. [=
Ndp.. Part C & D. (: it been a yr since then.. it been a yr..
no matter what.. i wont let anything affect my spiritual life..
-Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by great cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sing which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us. looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith. who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. For consider Him who endured such hostility from sinners against Himself, lest your become weary and discouraged in your souls. Amen..
when he was on the cross.. you were in his mind..
Thursday, March 27, 2008 @9:40 PM
just came back from training.. tired.. well.. thought today would be a very tough day.. but end up be-ing a more slacking day.. stand more than 1h+ just t take mass photo.. after tt.. stand for 40 min again.. then dismiss.. e sec 4 stepping down.. suddenly i just feel so "freedom" but in the same way sad too.. lol.. almost all of us.. cried.. too touch.. but before we even really dispatch ourselves.. we did our PART C LAST MASS DRILL WITH SENIOR! woo!! check it out.. kind of laggy.. but it still worth t watch.. alot cock-up.. u can end up laughing just by watching it.. lol
who want the video just tell me.. i'll sent t u... seriously.. u will laugh.. haha
i donno wad imgona do next.. im seriously.. stress up.. no matter what.. i'll show my best next friday..
i wont just give up easily.. really.. and i mean it.. [=
ZhiTing. (: Sergio. (: by melvin. -hw come do specially for her? =X
LOL? ly wei By me n melvin.. (:
yeah.. me n melvin did all this lame stuff during physic lesson.. yeah.. ofcoz.. lesson was boring tt y.. we do lame suff so yeah.. overall was fun.. but im the one kena scold-ed.. =_=" coz is melvin table! LOL gt yellow high lighter mark.. hahaha! well. but it still fun.. most of it is Sec 3.. YI mb.. from unity. or all? lol somehw.. me, melvin & dinesh.. are very close again.. like last time.. some hw.. i feel.. [=
once again.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZARA.. (:
ok.. tt all for today.. signing off.. [=
CLT: How many more set of PUSH UP to Go!? cadets: MANY MANY MORE! [=
Liverpool LOST to Man U.. 0-3 .. stupid referee.. biased. zz yeah.. very less ppl noe tt i support liverpool.. nt because im afraid t walk alone.. =_=" pastor daniel lame joke.. lol
been catching movies lately.. this few week.. n just watched I AM LEGEND. again.. infact.. caught quite alot movie this mth.. without paying any money.. =/
who want go watch movie with me next mth? any movie.. (: i think catching movie is part of my hobby.. soon.. lol oh ya.. peeps .. out thr.. don go watch vatage point? the flashback is kinda annoying during the movie.. total of 5 flashback if nt wrong.. =_=" from different perspective of viewing.. but each flashback takes 15~20min? which y make the whole movie 1h+ but overall ending.. nt bad.. [= 8/10?
shall'nt elaborate much thing..
it been days since we talk.. till today.. what in your mind? seriously..
Monday, March 24, 2008 @9:18 PM
First day of school was nv always the best day.. instinct? but still gona thank God for helping me today.. (: supposed t report t him at 7.20am.. but report t him at 7.26am.. saw my white shoe.. then just ask me go assemble with my class.. lol? still gona praise God for tt.. (:
nth much t elaborate..
well.. ncc was just simply make my day go perfect. PERFECT!.. yeah.. as per normal.. each training.. it goes with a person angry or emo.. without fail..
my name was short listed from the committies.. wth? wadever it is.. im just gona give my best shot with everything i have.. n i will rmb.. i wont do this alone.. but with tt awesome dude up tt tgt. [=
going do qt n slp.. im totally wore off.. really.. haha
oh yar.. yan ru! im nt sad luh.. maybe because too tired.. or no mood.. don worry abt me.. yeah? hahs.. [=
Every night in my dreams I see you, I feel you, That is how I know you .. go on.
Far across the distance and spaces between us You have come to show you.. go on.
Near, far, wherever you are, I believe that the heart does.. go on. Once more, you open the door And you're here in my heart, And my heart will go on and on..
Love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime, And never let go till we're gone.
Love was when I loved you, one true time I hold to. In my life we'll always go on..
Sunday, March 23, 2008 @11:58 PM
choing-ing dnt nw..
tmr gona meet mr chew.. coz of wearing brown shoe.. due t my school shoe washing.. but i dint wash. lol? was gona have a CWO after shcool.. but told him i gona make IC.. but end up coz wed.. heavy rain.. thur.. reach thr at 5.. late.. closed.. =_="
well.. hope tmr wont be like a idiot standing under bridge.. prayed hard tt God would turn the situation around.. coz mr chew. don listen to reason.. =/
After all that we've been through By now you know I've doubted too But every time my head was in myHands you said to me Hold on to what we got This is worth any cost so Make the most of life That's borrowed Love like there's no tomorrow Hold on to what we got
And u gt me n Jesus [=
@11:07 AM
Reuben Morgan -World Through Your Eyes
Hear the silence shout, highest praise God to You alone All creation waits On Your every word Where time and heaven meet
Let me see forever With eyes You've opened Standing in the beautiful light Hold me near Hold me near to You And let me see the world through Your eyes
In this perfect hour I am changed I'll never be the same Help me follow You And keep in time with the sound Of heaven in me
Let me see forever With eyes You've opened Standing in Your beautiful light Hold me near Hold me near to You And let me see the world through Your eyes
Hide me in Your love again Let me hear the songs of Your heart
Ytd met up with elton.. planning t do discipleship but end up eating fish-n-chip! :D told him abt my stuff.. well.. he is Gd listener.. (: times.. he question me too .. yeah.. some question he ask me.. which i dint even think of before.. kinda stunned me.. but yeah.. even before dreaming or chasing.. we need t think of the problems.. we r facing.. & wad the purpose of having it & hw r we gona make full use of it. yeah.. decided.. t chase after it.. even though they gona choose the next USm next week? or mth? wad my purpose then? - to change it for the better - n let his ppl come to know him. (: ofcoz saying is easy.. agree with elton.. it nt gona be easy for me t get tt position.. but because he believes in me. & i believe God will help me too.. Amen? (: n i gt a bunch of bestie (brother & sister in Christ) supporting me.. [= so what if i dint even become any of the NCO? well.. sad? ofcoz.. but i believe God has His purpose or reason behinde it. [=
Ytd sermon totally speak through me.. deep thought when im on my way hme.. all this time i've been lagging lately.. i've been running away from my problems.. God told me t face it. so i do need t face it.. i shall nt be afraid for my God is always me.. till the end of my age..
tmr. school re-opened. i have nt start with my D&T.. =_=" ltr thr tuition at12.30pm.. i miss those days.. after tuition n went for church t see band prac.. seriously.. (:
cya peeps.!
Birthday card. shiela: p/s - stay holy :D wow? yeah.. she once a child a God.. but nw too. i believe! Gona bring her back t church somedays.. though she from service 1.
yeah.. lucky ytd i dint wear gap shirt.. plan t wear but dint.. lol if nt sure gt alot crap from ppl.. =_=" haha
yeah.. my daddy up thr is trying to tell me smth.. but i just cant get what he trying t tell me.. getting spiritual weaker.. sigh.. am i prayerful enough?
been blasting music into my ear this few day.. head giddy after almost every 3~ 5 song? thank to megabass.. listening to the same song .. again n again.. but i just listen to this 2 band.. New Found Glory & CMR..
My daddy up thr.. just pour a huge abundance flow of blessing on me.. [= He see my situation.. He knows abt my situation.. yet He dint give up on me.. [=
lately.. my guitar skill has drop.. ALOT.. gt t buck up again.. Future Guitarist. [= and in the future.. which would i choose? Guitar, E.Guitar or Bass? o.0?
yeah.. peeps.. sry abt my previous emo-ish post.. [=
Officialy 15!? but i don really look forward to my big day.. but wad else could i say abt my "Big"day? other than suck.. it just suck.
seeing ppl always have fun, during their birthday.. friend celebrating tgt..
day just suck.. suck , suck, n suck.. i don care whether ppl say happy birthday to me.. what i care most was tt wanting u do something tt worth more than thousand of words.. which is something tt u did it whole heartedly,soul & mind.. but guess.. i expect too much from u.. greater the expectation.. greater of disappointment..
they said... love keep no record of wrong.. so what the so big problem? which unable u just t give me tt love.. which i always wanted? doesnt expect much from u.. but i do expect u giving me at least tt little bit of love..
this little love do really make a big difference for my life.. just a little bit of it from u.. is it tt hard? it been 4 yr since my parent even celebrated with me..
ppl might say tt birthday it for me t spent time with my loves one.. who care? what i need is a person whom i trusted n love t give me warmth.. tt all..
just a bit from u.. it is so hard? i don care whehter ppl would wana celebrate with me. but all i want is the love.. which u could give t me..
but what nw? it just seriously make my day.. more n more suck.
i nv once believe in revenge.. i nv once believe in retribution..
so do u bear t let me believe such thing?
some pain were nv mend t be ment..
what i need it just a little love from u.. it tt so hard?
it look more of me being spastics.. all this time..
brothers? so what we if we look dumb in this picture?
so what?
this is what i call..
true..
brothers.. [=
Monday, March 17, 2008 @10:18 PM
early in e morning? lol..
nth much t elobrate..
well.. tmr is my bigday.. but seriously i don look forward t it..
seriously.. it spoilt my mood..
Sunday, March 16, 2008 @10:50 PM
my mum cook specially for me.. [= rows of plantation flood!
unstable bridge
slamat face on laptop
@7:30 PM
Hey peeps.. back from malaysia.. 2days ago?
ok.. so here wad happened..
11thmarch-tue met up with minwei for "dinner" victor came along.. taxi-ed t hq.. made izyan,shujun & khad wait.. due t tt stupid jam at expressway which causes us 21$ total.. from cck t hq.. =.= reached at 7.31pm.. which we shld be falling in by 7.30pm.. well.. other school are ltr than us.. total of 5 schools. unity(us), zhenghua, RGS, ACSI, SJI. Briefing.. then settle for e day.. slping with victor & min wei man... ( including shu jun) well.. seldom see victor so serious.. abt talks.. abt e problem.. lol
12thmarch-wed at breakfast at around 6.45pm.. 7.05 left hq.. bused-ed t tuas n off t endau rompin! e coach took us 3h? reach e patrol station then switch t 4WD(4 wheel drive) drove us up t endau rompin.. which took us 2h? which e road was only 50km.. =.= it bumby! way too bumby.. =.= but overall ride.. was fun.. [=
check in to our bunks and we has lunch. after that we carried on to our next activity which is water rafting. some of us were disappointed, thinkin it was WHITE water rafting.. =.= lol. dispatch into 5 grps. well.. my grp simply suck.. =.= they cant co-o-perate in some way.. lol raft t e destination which was kg.peta? proceed t e next activity which was learning abt e animal trap.. some trap culd really kill us.. seriously.. =.= did blowpipe.. lol kinda boring.. but interesting too.. lol yeah.. some bunch of idiot school which i don want t mention.. just simply cant tahan e mosquito.. hey ppl.. this iscamp.. u expect wad? =.= so stop complaining man.. spoilt kids.. being clever doesnt made u look clever in some way.. but just nerd.. =.= head back t bunk .. wash up n had dinner.. kind of slack camp.. but i did really enjoy myself thr.. [= when night time.. light out at 11.00pm but it drag till 12+ .. it fun!!! wooO~~ well.. some ppl just don have e childhood.. =.= reach bunk then just slp.. lol another night.. which i flip.. thinking over n over again..
13th march - thurs which was e most fun n exciting day? had breakfast, 15min walk t jetty n boat-ed t kuala jasin.. love e boat ride.. so cooling.. looking at e scenery.. simply way too cool.. :D after boat walk-ed t our bunk.. then west-district ppl were going back t singapore? so yeah.. saw them.. they told us.. "Good luck", "all the best", "gt alot leech" lol reaching the campsite, the girls one house. the guys, two house. t stay for a night after everything was settled, we begun our journey up the mt. the original route is to cross the river and head to the blue lagoon. but the weather is not 'kind' to us on that day. well.. according t singapore weather.. thr heavy rain.. n 3 accident? my mum told me.. yeah.. e rain was heavy.. way too heavy.. but we went trekking.. 3rd time trekking.. but this time is different.. thr rain.. [= but it goes with.. rain.. shine.. rain shine .. n rain.. =.= cant blame.. coz it a rainforest.. lol well.. shu jun was all e way front.. khad n izyan was just so thristy.. hkad look pale too.. sowent all e way up.. t get water from shu jun.. so kan cheong for wad? lol.. khad say i act hero.. =.= .. next time don help her liao.. kidding! lol.. xD well.. seriously.. i don like one men show.. =_=" seriously.. yeah.. e trekking has no stopping.. so .. obiously it tired.. for me n minwei.. carrying 6kg bag pack? up e hill.. taking turn..
had our lunch at the summit, rested, take pics and head down . going downhill is harder than climbing up. it was pouring heavily, drenched all over. samuel frm zhenghua was sliding & slipping his way down.. act funny sia... =_=" causes his poncho to have a big hole.. so the rest of the journey is pretty much of slidding.. me,minwei,victor,rasis(zheng hua),sirs n one lit.. were e last grp.. slacking behinde.. had so much fun n crap.. here e best part of wad rasis did.. when we went down.. saw lots of rock with anne.. millions of them.. rasis:er... u all ant from ncc ar? air ,sea or land? ant: ... (carrying on working) lol rasis: er.. i see u all move so slow.. confirm is land unit.. everyone: LOL.. hahaha.. then further down.. saw this bunch of ants again.. rasis: wah! walk so fast.. shld be air unit! ant: ... lol rasis: where u all going? erm... is it OOOOOOOOOO.......BS? (outwardbound singapore) everyone: LAUGH! LOL! well.. had fun trekking.. did really enjoyed.. sirs laugh too.. haha we reached campsite at arnd the late noon. wash up & had our tea breaks.. & due to the weather, we had nothing left to do. aww, we are so unlucky. so slacked.. played stupid games & some guys are doing stupid things. the games got boring along the way. me,khad,minwei,victor,shujun went t canteen.. n slack.. joke of e day! -(Tariq kwad kwad)*( pull hard hard) lol learn some malay word thr too.. haha.. so on n go on.. evening.. due t e heavy rain.. e tight increase.. everyone was evacuated frm the area within mins. yeah.. bet singapore is flooding during tt time.. after tt.. had dinner.. more bug than food.. lol.. after dinner.. crap around with zhenghua ppl.. enjoying ourself.. sji,rgs,acsi went play under one shelter.. so it like.. neighbourhood school one grp.. indepedent shcool one side.. lol min wei, victor looking at rgs girl.. LOl min wei un-faithful.. =X haha.. supper.. cook maggie.. 12+ dint slp.. planned nt t slp.. but in e end.. all slp.. lol slping at canteen tables.. with minwei,victor, sir n khad join in.. midnight was so cold.. so took poncho n cover ourself.. saw khad slping in sitting position.. like one innocent cat.. slping thr.. lol yeah.. khad.. i was e one who put poncho around u.. prevent u for getting cold when u r slping.. (= but tt night was just simply peace n quite.. but some zhenghua ppl talk so loud.. =_="
14thmarch woke up at 6.30pm.. doze off.. woke up at 7am.. breakfst at 8am.. doesnt feel like oging back singapore.. coz i want go tt "blue lagoon"!!! due t tt stupid rain.. yup.. prayed for e tight t be lower.. so tt we can boat back t NERC? n prayed tt cell grp outing will still be conduct n no rain.. well.. GOD did MIRACLE again! Praise e Lord.. [= reach singapore 7+ reach hme 8+ my mum cook food specially for me.. chicken seaweed,salmon n bau ku teh for me.. yeah.. ofcoz cant finish it all.. after tt .. slp..
15thmarch.. woke up at 10.30am.. slp till so shoik! supposed t meet zhi ting at 11pm.. but drag till 12.30pm.. pai seh.. =.= cellgrp game was kinda fun.. but nt pnw.. i mean.. no ppl were singing.. in e way off.. ppl.. r u passionate for God? if u r.. u would praise God! just like wad elton said.. but guess some of u.. decided t follow your mood n nt t praise God.. with all your soul,heart n mind.. sermon was impactful.. [= after dinner.. bus-ed hme.. i said some one name infront of some one.. tt person reaction was so funny!! LOL.. haha
my post so lenghty.. LOL
picture tmr or ltr night..
TAGS REPLIED. Mildred- POST-ed! [= ofcoz e camp was fun... i did really enjoy myself.. (= haha Yanru- LOl.. say want go out.. then stay at hme.. haha.. ok then.. next time bah.. thank for treating me mac.. xD zara-Really?? thanks thanks!! well.. actually we have left over waterbomb.. haha.. but nt sure whether my part ppl gt use or nt.. thank btw~ Trevor-CSM!! someone pai seh sia.. LOL.. i saw him at malaysia leh.. i caught him red-handed.. but he say sry.. so i let him off.. =X HAHA. siewsia- link soon! (= julydia- haha.. ok Yuling- haha.. yup.. back t singapore.. *wave* haha.. miss my nu er! [= jeff- lol.. jeff seh! haha.. pai seh.. abt sat thingy.. lol Abigail- thank for your tag!! LOL.. u dint board e bus.. =_=" khad- LOl.. wad hero? -.- .. act funny sia.. MANGKOK!! victor-freedom of love.. losls.. haha.. yeah.. camp.. so song lor!!! haha huiying- math tution? ok.. u meet me up someday yeah? wad honey.. -.-
5 more min n off i go t cck mrt meet min wei.. well.. cant contact victor.. -.-
was sitting in my living room alone.. look at the statue.. n it look at me.. staring each other.. n few sec ltr.. i admit defeat.. because it just a rock. =X ok crap.. -.-
yeah.. sister anne spoke t me.. she can see tt i gt problem.. told her wad happen.. well.. i really can feel tt God trying t speak t me through tt camp.. i shld trust in Him in wadever thing i do..
tt all ..
i rmb those time we were tgt.. n when every night i miss u.. i would just look at the stars in e sky.. n i noe they are holding u holding u holding u.. tonight..
@11:14 AM
Woke up from slp.. Lots of thing had happened last week... yeah.. the camp is over.. but i still feel stress.. sigh..
ltr night 7.30pm.. must book in at Hq.. for e rompin camp.. (12~14 march)
Day1 0730-Board bus for Rompin National park via 2nd link. 0830-After clearing the immigration procedures, depart for kahang town. 1200-Arrive at Kahang town, lunch at local restarunt. 1300-Transfer by 4WD/Combi van t Ronpin National park Hq. 1500-Arrive at rompin National Park, Check in t dormitory at Nature Education & Research Centre -NERC
1530-Briefing on rafting activities-Safety & Techniques. 1600-Begin the exciting rafting activities from NERC t Kampon Peta. 1700-Arrive at Kampong Peta. 1730-Visit Kampon Orang Asli (Indigenous People Settlement). see their culture, lifestyles,handy crafts and set-up of animal traps. 1830-Back t NERC,wash up & rest. 1900-Dinner. 2000-Briefing on the next days trekking activties. 1200-Free and Easy 2200-Good Night.
Day 2 0700- Rise and shine 0800-Breakfsat. 0900-Begin e exciting boat ride t Kuala Jasin. 1000-Arrive at Kuala Jasin Jetty. 1030-Short trek t Kuala Jasin Campsite. 1100-Begin trekking t Kuala Marong. 1300-Arrive at Kuala Marong Campsite, have lunch amid e rainforest. 1400-Sude trek t Upeh Guiling &Tasek Biru Waterfalls, see e formation of bath tubs on boulders at Upeh Guiling, Enjoy fun n splashing time in cool clear water of Tasek Biru(Blue Lagoon).
1500-Begin back Trekking t base camp at Kuala Jasin Campsite. 1700-Arrive at Kuala Jasin Campsite - Check into Dormitory. 1900-Dinner time 2000-Free n easy, experience e lowland rainforest by night. 2200-Good Night.
Day 3 0700-Rise n Shine 0800-Breakfsat. 0900-Boart ride t NERC 1000-Arrive at NERC, Briefing By Past's nature interpreter on the ecological system of this 120million old lowland rainforest.
1200-Lunch at NERC, follow by febrief and certificate presentation. 1300-Check out n Transfer t Kahang town. 1500-Arrive at Kahang, Board aircon coach for Singapore. 1730-Arrive in Singapore. (5.30pm) 1800-HOME SWEET HOME.. [= (6.00pm)
(1)-Field Equipment Items. a-Haversack b-Poncho/raincoat c-Groundsheet D-Messtin -( I forgt t buy.. =_=") e-Fork n spoon f-Mug g-Torchlight with Spare Batteries h-Jacksnife (Army swiss knife) i-Lighter/Matches. j-Plastic/Zip-lock bags k-Whistle l-02.x 1.5 litr watter bottles m- Gloves. (I brought it.. =_=")
(2)- Personal Items. a-Passport b-Writing materials c-3x shirt. -( it confirm nt enough.. =_=") d-3x Shorts- e-Casual wear f-Track suit g-socks h-Undergarments i-Toiltries j-slipper k-Towels l-Treack shoe m-Hat/camp n-Medication/plaster (Optional)
Note: All items shld be packet in Zip-lock bags for waterproofing.
Thats all, well.. i don think i oculd get back t Singapore by 5.30.. i believe coz of mas selamat thingy.. the security will be tighten.. n delay during e traffic.. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
This week is just so pack.. no time t do hw.. have t finish all by tonight.. espically DNT..
Tue- Hq for a night.
Wed- off t malaysia
Thurs- malaysia
Fri- back t Singapore.. try t rush t Cell outing if can. [=
Sat- Church.. ( i will be like so so so tireeeeeeeeeed.)
Sun- Tuition.. Rush all hw.. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A word for everone whos in e camp.. by me..
Alvin Ho- u did a Great job.. which.. is much much better than e first camp.. it because of lacking of men power.. n u help e commities.. thank for e itiative.. [= because without your help.. e cmap werent tt succesful.. (:
Min wei- U did a Good job.. as discipline IC.. u have e pontential.. but u have e relax in some way.. because of your nervous-ness.. it will bring u t a tongue-tied.. once again.. Good job.. thnks for supporting me.. [=
Victor - Thank for Supporting me, n cheering me up.. during e camp.. im right t put u as Part B ic.. but because u were too close t them.. n dare nt scold them.. it ok.. u have learn smth from it too rite? u were a great ldr.. (:
Alvin tan - A great follower n leader.. [= .. u noe when t speak.. n guide ppl.. u noe hw t get out from your comfort.. n guide e ppl.. Great job.. (= .. thank for supporting me.. all e way..
ShuJun- Great PTI.. (= Gd job.. but one thing.. was tt.. u need t get out of your comfort zone.. in e way of "o" Team.. because thr lack of men power.. tt y.. only 1 IC t incharge of e part b team.. but in others.. u did well.. espically when voice out.. Great JOB. (=
Leon- u improve on e 2nd day.. u need t be more firm.. n more strict-er e ppl who are lower rank then u.. cant be always be a "nice guy" all e time.. because they were trying t climb over your head.. but wel.. u did a great Job too.. [=
Khadijah- u were a Great Part A ic.. u did nth wrong.. but u need t scold them when they were in e wrong.. yup.. all of all dint dare e scold.. except min wei.. but u can do better,, e next time.. it can be improve.. one thing.. u dint easily get angry.. of all wad part A did.. Praise u for your patient.. (:
Izyan- u were kinda of e most gentle in part A ic.. i donno y.. but u did a great job.. in elobrating e "field Signal" .. u did a great job.. (=
Hazimah- u did your best.. i can see.. on giving e command.. it kind of gd.. but u need t give it with a "Force" in e way.. like when u give e comment.. u must put in e "power" .. thank for helping e log too.. (=
tariq- yeah,, e aircraft thingy.. u are just simply pro at tt aircraft thingy.. i need give me days t remember all this aircraft part.. on guiding e Part A.. u did well.. but u need be firm.. but.. still thank for guiding e part A.. (=
ZhiTing- Withouht u.. e games wernt be a succesful one.. u are helpful.. (= though u are just give as a position of Games ic.. but u use it well.. keep it up! i can see u .. putting this "extra" little effort in this camp.. [=
Huiling- thank for your help in games too.. n other stuff.. u need t be firm in wad ever thing u do too.. but when u were angry scolding e part A.. u scared me man.. -.- well.. u did a great JOB.. (= because of your little help.. it made a difference.. [=
Ruzanna & syifa- POwer LOG!! xD without u 2.. Everything would be in Chaos.. next time if u need help.. just feel free t ask everyone.. because u can use anyone..
Ruzanna- you were a great encourage-ment girl.. which u encourage everyone in someway.. well.. thank for supporting me too.. when im down n stress up.. u did your job.. n putting e extra little effor too ..
Syifa- u encourage ppl too.. u show me smth tt impress me.. which was your "obedience" willing t help u follow wad ppl say.. n helping with e games too.. u did well.. (=
tt shld be all.. well.. our weak point was out bonding.. guys.. our spirit is thr.. but we just cant work tgt in some way.. i donno y.. but i believe after this camp.. everything has changed.. [= we gona take over e unit soon.. in 2 weeks? yeah.. ppl who are chasing after their dreams, being Usm,Asm,Staff.. Dream it , n chase after it! don get wad ppl say affect u.. rmb.. no pain, no gain.. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
My week had been totally .. *suck* learn my lesson... i did pray for God t help.. but i dint let him Control me.. i order ppl.. i did something foolish... which was.. i did something urgent first rather than important.. what is this? am i e one who was " one man show"?
Father.. Forgive me.. for e times.. i forsake u.. n go with my own strengths.. but nw.. here i am.. asking for forgiveness.. For e Sake of Christ.. I'll live n STAND for u.. You were the one.. My Freedom.. Jesus e Reason.. Continue guide me again.. back into your path....... Amen..
Sunday, March 9, 2008 @9:58 AM
50th post!!! wooo!! wah!!! WEEE!! ok.. crap.. -.-
yesterday i was like so stress-ed up lar.. camp nvgo tt smooth.. during the feedback.. it all like saying till i no leadership.. ruin this camp.. wth.. nvm.. i shallnt elobrate much on this.. i did my best.. im satisfied with it.. (= but it can be improved..
after ncc feedback.. went change up.. preparing t go t church.. t have fellowship.. coz i noe when i reach church the service shld be ended.. then lost my wallet during change up.. inside gt some thing which i had been kept for more than 1yr? well.. at least i heard from alan tan tt he recived my wallet from miss hamida which she received from some ppl in scout who found my wallet? guess.. my money shld be gone.. -.- nvm.. at least still have e-z link.. so after the long long search.. cant find my wallet.. was on my way t mac.. found out myself.. been lock in school.. -.- some scout couldnt come in.. som ppl couldnt go out.. so i went 1 corner listening t music.. doesnt want t be like idiot standing at the gate screaming for help.. wanted t jump over.. but lazy change in to shoe. but.. thr camera also.. -.- so some.. "ppl" who stood at the gate.. screaming for help.. like dumby.. all your action had been video-ed down.. lol
waited 30 min.. then mdm kuang came open the door.. i noticed tt.. everytime she saw me.. she would say hi t me.. even though i had been in her class for 2 yr.. dint noe she gt such a gd memory.. t rmb my face.. lol after tt.. went mac.. gt quite nccppl.. borrow-ed money.. end up ppl keep giving me money like.. im poor thing.. -.- next time.. i nt enough money.. then i shld tell them i lost my wallet.. so i go collect their money n use..! just kidding.. =X
yeah.. thank t tt.. cmap, wallet,locking up in school... it spoilt my mood.. espcially.. went i saw u.. u dint give me a smile..
yesterday.. my dad n mum dint work!! rare man! couldnt spent time with them.. thannk e locking in school.. -.-
im still tireeeeeeeeeeeeeeed... *yawn* monday.. gt rompin.. (book in at hq) till thursday.. don feel like going.. but i gt t relax myself thr.. give myself some time t enjoy.. (= but i feel so stressd up.. zz
it only me, min wei, alvinho.. kept running around.. t make thing smooth.. but it seems tt it fail.. well.. at least we tried our best.. (=
Friday, March 7, 2008 @1:45 PM
i gt 3 subject fail.. in Ca.. which i shldnt fail chinese n dnt.. which was 49. -.- i must buck up.. slack too much..
my camp is gona start in less than 24h.. lacking of men power.. pray.. pray tt everything would go smoothly.. tamil cant come for camp.. her graps in hospital.. nvm.. it ok.. hope he wil be fully healed asap! (=
seriously.. hope this camp would bond our relationship.. n seriously hope.. no body would try t one men show.. it would only made the OIC n 2IC look stupid..
1.52pm nw.. going off for NCC nw.. hope everything just go so so so SMoothly!! Pleased!! i don want see everyone effort been wasted..
i saw u cry.. i seriously donno wad t do.. maybe it abt him? might be.. but i just hope u would be back to normal soon.. yeah? just like every rain.. there still gona be a bright fine day t come .. rite? Cheer up.. u still have lots of ppl who care abt u.. including me.. (=
Wednesday, March 5, 2008 @8:53 PM
This week is just so so pack.. STRESSSSSSSSSSS... )= Hope tt e Camp would go smoothly as we wanted.. Ruzana!! Sry!! CMI for the "shopping" sry.. coz is raining.. -.-
I need help!! as many as possible.. lack of men power!!! but thank to ahmad n affifi? for helping with the shopping.. thank thank.. (= But hope they have fun tgt.. n bond each of their realatioship.. u noe wad i mean.. haha
ok.. hope the selected ppl who i choose.. did their "O"thingy .. i have been posting abt ncc.. this whole week.. -.- Stress bodoh.. 2 more week.. n it time for us to take over.. and the money.. hope e part A would rmb bring the money..
Dang! lies after lies.. wad culd i say? i really donno wad t do when i saw u.. i bet u don even try t say hi? if u don? dream on tt i will start saying hi first.. think tt u noe me more? i bet.. i noe more of u.. then u noe more of yourself.. I want cry.. but i just cant cry out.. e more i think.. e more i feel like crying..
Final Real Planning Post. No More CHANGES.. NCC CAMP 7-8 MARCH 2008 Day 1 Time Activity Venue 1530-1830 Normal training 1830-1850 Briefing for camp by OIC and 2IC Parade Square 1850- 1945 Bathing -Toilet behind Cafeteria 1945-2030 Dinner & Clean up -Cafeteria 2035-2135 Part A: Interaction - Caterpillar - Feel Object - Turn over a new leaf - Balloon Bursting Game Part B: Orienteering Theory Part C: C&C Theory Parade Square
1st classroom in level 3 2135-2315 Outdoor Cooking- Along the drain in Parade Square 2315-0045 Movie- 1st classroom in level 3 0045-0100 Night Snacks and debrief -Outside Staffroom 0100-0130 Lights Off (including bathe if want) -Bunks
Day 2 Time Activity Venue 0730 Assemble in Parade Square -Parade Square 0730-0840 PT ( With Running )- Outside School 0840-0900 Bathing -Toilet behind Cafeteria 0900-0945 Breakfast & Clean up- Cafeteria 0945-1030 Part A: Field Signals Part B & C: Sir Azril’s Session 1st classroom in level 3 Hall 1030-1130 Part A: Drills
Part B & C: Cheers, Drills and ( C&C by Part C )- Behind Oasis 1130-1300 Part A: A-Z Learning and Aircraft Recognition Part B&C: Orienteering - Lead By Part B -1st classroom in level 3 & Yew Tee Park 1305-1350 Lunch & Clean up -Cafeteria 1350-1500 War-Games - Hula Hoop Water bomb -Field 1505-1520 Brief for area cleaning 1520-1615 Area Cleaning Places that are use before 1615-1635 Feed Back and Reflection 1635 Dismissal Parade- Parade Square
NCC CAMP 7-8 MARCH 2008 Date: 7-8 March 2008 Venue: School Items to Bring: Clothing x4 (shirt- that is related to NCC, PE, Plain black or white) Undergarment Toiletries x1 Slipper x1 Track Shoe x1 Socks x3 Towel x2 Sweater (Optional) Sleeping bag / Groundsheet (Optional) Personal Medication (Optional) Torch light (Optional) Pen x1 Bottle x1 (Army water bottle) Metal fork & spoon x1 Mug x1 Rag x1 Basic Rules: Camp is compulsory : People who are absent must have valid reason : Haircut must be done before camp
-Committes
OIC CPL -Alvin Ho 2IC CPL- Hun Ing Logistics IC & Treasurer -CPL Ruzanna -CPL Syifa Admin IC CPL Tamil Part A’s Committee - CPL Khadijah ( IC ) -CPL Hazimah -CPL Tariq -CPL Izyan Part B’s Committee -CPL Victor (IC) -CPL Alvin Tan -CPL Shu Jun -CPL Leon Games IC -CPL Hazimah -CPL Syed Hafiz -CPL Zhi Ting PTI -CPL Shu Jun -CPL Alvin Tan Disciplinary IC - CPL Min Wei Medic -CPL Tamil & CPL Min Wei
Compulsory: GUYS, Please Use "Idiot Proof" English during the camp.. u noe what i mean.. (=
NCC is not about drills, physical trainings, mental challenges, tekan-ning, and diam-ing, NCC is not only about leadership, teamwork, enthusiasm, discipline and all those nice, big, big words. NCC is about that and finding your own true self, your weaknesses and strengths.. (= ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The one who tear me down.. was u.. but the one who build me up.. is also u.. i had noe all the things from the start.. but i just keep it to my self.. struggling.. till nw.. the rumor of wad ppl said.. is nt spread by me.. would'nt bear t scold u.. would'nt bear t hurt u.. but u did them all before i did them t u.. is it because im too dumb or? i bet nw.. deep inside your heart.. 3 word.. i hate u.. but wad could i do? bet i shld just act blur like nothing has happened..? i just feel like telling them all t u.. but i scare.. tt u'll be hurt..
Finally.. planning is being post out.. NCC CAMP 7-8 MARCH 2008 Day 1 Time
Activity Venue 1530-1830
Normal training
1830-1850
Briefing for camp by OIC and 2IC Parade Square 1850- 1945
Bathing Toilet behind Cafeteria 1945-2030
Dinner & Clean up Cafeteria 2035-2135
Part A: Interaction - Caterpillar - Feel Object - Turn over a new leaf - Balloon Bursting Game Part B: Orienteering Theory Part C: C&C Theory Parade Square
1st classroom in level 3 2135-2315
Outdoor Cooking Along the drain in Parade Square 2315-0045
Movie 1st classroom in level 3 0045-0100
Night Snacks and debrief Outside Staffroom 0100-0130
Lights Off (including bathe if want) Bunks
Day 2 Time
Activity Venue 0730
Assemble in Parade Square Parade Square 0730-0840
PT ( With Running ) Outside School 0840-0900
Bathing Toilet behind Cafeteria 0900-0945
Breakfast & Clean up Cafeteria 0945-1030
Part A: Field Signals Part B & C: Sir Azril’s Session 1st classroom in level 3 Hall 1030-1130
Part A: Drills Part B & C: Cheers, Drills and ( C&C by Part C ) Hall Behind Oasis 1130-1300
Part A: A-Z Learning and Aircraft Recognition Part B&C: Orienteering - Lead By Part B 1st classroom in level 3 Yew Tee Park 1305-1350
Lunch & Clean up Cafeteria 1350-1500
War-Games - Hula Hoop Water bomb Field 1505-1520
Brief for area cleaning
1520-1615
Area Cleaning Places that are use before 1615-1635
Feed Back and Reflection
1635
Dismissal Parade Parade Square
NCC CAMP 7-8 MARCH 2008 Date: 7-8 March 2008 Venue: School Items to Bring: Clothing x4 (shirt- that is related to NCC, PE, Plain black or white) Undergarment Toiletries x1 Slipper x1 Track Shoe x1 Socks x3 Towel x2 Sweater (Optional) Sleeping bag / Groundsheet (Optional) Personal Medication (Optional) Torch light (Optional) Pen x1 Bottle x1 (Army water bottle) Metal fork & spoon x1 Mug x1 Rag x1 Basic Rules: Camp is compulsory : People who are absent must have valid reason : Haircut must be done before camp Dismissal: 4.45pm
OIC CPL Alvin Ho 2IC CPL Hun Ing Logistics IC & Treasurer CPL Ruzanna CPL Syifa Admin IC CPL Tamil Part A’s Committee CPL Khadijah ( IC ) CPL Hazimah CPL Tariq CPL Izyan Part B’s Committee CPL Victor CPL Alvin Tan CPL Shu Jun CPL Leon Games IC CPL Hazimah CPL Syed Hafiz CPL Zhi Ting PTI CPL Shu Jun CPL Alvin Tan CPL Min Wei Disciplinary IC CPL Min Wei Medic CPL Tamil
Part B Committee: Firstly, Part B will be having their Orienteering Theory lesson. Part B Committee will have to tell them their experience during their Orienteering training and Orienteering Competition. Part B Committee will have to tell them about their mistakes they did during the Competition and will be teaching them on the bearing, how to orienteer their map and the 4 figure and 6 figure grid. Next, the Part B will be having Sir Azril’s Session with the Part C. Lastly Part B will be having their orienteering at the Yew Tee Park. Part C will be joining the Orienteering Session to guide them. Part B will have to split up into 7 groups. There will be 1 Part C to follow each group. They will have to find all the Check Points within 1hr 30mins. Part B Committee will have to take charge of the Orienteering Session. Logistics and Treasurer: Logistics and Treasurer will have to collect $6 each from Cadets who are going to the camp. Logistics and Treasurer will also have to check out the price of the items needed for the camp. The prices of the item are to be check from either Giant or Sheng Siong Supermarket. The Logistics will have to borrow items from the NCC Room or PE Equipment Room for the various activities. Admin IC: Admin IC will have to collect all the consent form and pass it to Sir Adrian Ng’s pigeon hole or personally. Games IC: Games IC will have to help out the OIC and 2IC during war-game which is Hula Hoop Water Bomb. The Games IC job is to tell the groups that they are dead or eliminated. PTI: Both PTI will be conducting the PT which include running. For the PT, the Part will be having their normal PT which includes warm up exercise, pumping, sit up, crunches and leg raise. Following next, they will be having their running which is the route around the school. Disciplinary IC: The Disciplinary IC will conduct a hair check on the Cadets. The Disciplinary IC will also be conducting a briefing of the rules and regulation during the first briefing. For debrief during the night snacks, the Part Committee will be asking for feedbacks and comments on the first day of the camp. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
seriously.. im tolerating u..
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