My Speech :
dono wad to post abt.. -.- lol
well.. ytd sermon was kinda impactful..
yup.. God nv fail to teach me new things each week.. [=
after church.
went to bus stop.. n some noisy ppl came along.. :x
some "poser" keep looking at some girl luh.. LOL
i think tt "poser" is jealous..! :x
haha..
bus-ed t batok..
mrt-ed t yt.. walk-ed t lim bang..
was supposed to be studying..
end up play dota.. =.= .. patrick jio us.. lol
grp of guai kia Vs. grp of pia kia. .=_="
starting game.. was leading la..
so according to my long past "pro skill"
i end up feeding them.. =.=
and we lose.. LOL
but it fun lar..
at least i know hw to play.. n kill one of them..
so total die is.. 13 time.. =.= pro uh? LOL
going study with zara , weifeng they all..
cya..
God bless!
zara~~~ my addidas watch~~~ LOL
I'm in a fight not physical,
I'm in a war but not in this world.
You are the light thats beautiful,
and i want more.. i want all thats yours.. [=
back to post. mugging hard recently.. but the next day.. i'll just forget it all ... =.=
hmm.. paper 1?
i gona flunk it.. =.=
my letter.. i thought i wrote 200 +..
coz i wrote it kinda small.. after writing slack..
left last 5 min.. * start counting*
130+ word.. =_="
lol..
paper 2 also.. =.= sure fail..
i don want retainnnnnnn.. =.=
It nice! it nice! it nice! I know! :D
i like the reflection..
random
random.. and i know it nice.. xD
random.. lol
maybe someday .. gona be a photographer.. LOL
i'll save up and get smth like this! :D
smth like this only.. only.. coz i just anyhw take the pic from some web..
lol.. ofcoz.. if i buy.. it sure gona be a very cool one.. :D
zara n yuling.. thank.. [=
When thr no where else to turn..
rmb..
You got me & Jesus..
dont give up.. because it nt the'end.. [=
Argh..
so many thing just happened..
it just so sudden..
dam tt satan..
am i just nt tt prayerful enough?
im serious abt what satan been doing to my family mb & my loves one..
hey. brother & sister in Christ.. pray for me yeah?
My dad had a cut on his finger while he was working..
I pray that God'll take away his pain & heal his wound..
Amen.
Why Should I be unhappy when I, Like Paul, can learn to be satisfied in all kinds of condition?
Phil 4:11
Argh..
my mum just scold-ed me this morning..
coz i took 50$ and went off..
well..
she dint even put small change so i went meeting elton at mac with 50$ [=
well. both of us were dam crap-py lar.. lol
both of us gave 50$ to the counter person..
they give us those face.. =.= coz change was too big..
then we keep bug them.. they bs.. lol
so did discipleship..
it was crap man..
most of it was talking n talking n talking..
LOL
crap of the day.. - he said i like mich.. coz keep look her.. =.=
after tt went for pm..
then cell grp..
game was fun.. with yee hong, 3mao,justin and elton.. xD haha..
it was dam crappy lo..
had some *plan.. LOL
but.. overall still fun.. haha
then did some joke*session* LOl
All of us kept laughing like some mad ppl from the *white house* LOl
after tt..
went for service..
was waiting. n waiting..
till elton came out with smth silly..
then yeah.. crap was included.. =.= haha..
so while we were waiting..
me,yeehong,elton,3mao,juvi,zhi ting & justin?
did the "oi" "oi" thingy at the stairs thr..
so we kept shout "oi".. so it goes with louder louder.. LOl
yeah.. ofcoz alot ppl were looking at us.. but it fun was man.. [=
so at stairs.. we laugh like mad ppl again..
it was dam crappy lar..
espcially wad qi zhi? said.. LOL haha..
did enjoy myself for the day.. [=
really praise God for tt..
he touch my heart..
it been so LONG i feel tt Hot touch again..
i believe.. during tt pm .. God really did answer my prayer..
so yeah.. i gt to pray against it.. [=
sermon was impactful.. by Brother RX .
dinner-ed. hme-ed with trevor, darly & xiao ming.. [=
trevor,darly.. pai seh.. =_=" forgt to wore tt shirt..
after exam.. [=
sun is rising.. (:
today is the day..
the day im gona get all thing aside..
i move towards God..
no more back to square 1..
ofcoz it gonabe super hard..
but by God's grace.. & his will & power..
i believe..
I can do it.. [=
shout- powerChords is fun! [=
Argh..
it so fast..
1.05am..
it already friday..
gona stand firm for God in whatever or whichever way..
no matter what..
Father..
I prayed that you guide me along through all those cirumstances,
be it good or bad.. grant me your wisdom, so that i would know how t speak and answer my parents..
For here I am, Counting On You..
Always.
Amen.
Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world.But be transformed by the renewing of your mind.Then your will able to test and approve what God'swill is His good, pleasing and perfect will. Roman 12:2
well..
i dint gt my marksman..
it suck man..
even alan tan dint announce the other 2 name..
but im sure im nt one of it lar..
it suck lar..
it start with 2 fig. ( 5 rounds each fig. so total with 10rounds)
e first fig.. i shot quite well.. 5/5 (at the chest)
2nd fig. i was trying to aim the hand of the fig.12
kei kiang lar.. =_="
so it like kinda low..
so yeah.. end up.. my rounds ended 1cm away from the fig.12..
SUCK man! =_="
but somehw.. thr some dumby shoot my board..
coz my 2nd fig.12 gt more than 5 rounds.. lol
well.. only most ncc ppl will understand what i said.. haha
ahh....
i culd get my marksman if only i dint kei kiang.. =_="!!!!!!
well.. dint felt like talking today..
till amy,hui ying msg me.. with encouragement..
guess they are kinda sensitive so heng heng sent the msg to me..
but overall..
still gona praise God.. (:
but..
im one step.. or even futher? away from my dream..
ever-since. i dint see any Usm, Asm or even pc without marksman.. =.=
so yeah..
it gona be very hard lar..
Argh..
well.. zara?
thank for your *cow .. well.. i love it.. (:
u nv failed making me smile before.. hahs.. thank.. =]
hm..
God spoke to me..?
it made me recall back what anne said.. last sat..
if u have a poor foundation, u wont be able to stand properly,
just like building a house on sand..
when storms & wind come.. it will shake.. etc.. one day.. it will collapse and nv stand again..
but if u have a good foundation like building a house on solid ground..
press on..
because u will nv know one day when satan will attack..
and your bricks will fall..
so do qt.. seek Him..
u'll slowly see.. your bricks getting in to a better quality type..
which unable u easily.. fall..
picture of the day.. (:
i starting feel tt sunrise is nicer than sunset.. (:
cya..
friday.. is my ahma's death thingy..
need to burn all those thingy..
well.. she at heaven..
doesnt need all those stuff.. (:
no matter what..
i'll still stand firm..
because..
My God is with me.. till.. the end of my age.. [=
'cause my faith is on solid ground.. [=
Counting On God - Desperation band
I'm in a fight not physical
And I'm in a war
But not with this world
You are the light that's beautiful
And I want more
I want all that's Yours
Joy unspeakable that won't go away
And just enough strength
To live for today
So I never have to worry
What tomorrow will bring
'Cause my faith is on solid rock
I am counting on God
I am counting on
I am counting on GodThe miracle of Christ in meIs the mystery that sets me freeI'm nothing like I used to beOpen up your eyes you'll see
different pictures but on the same spot.
red rainbow?
cloudy..
it on yanru's birthday? (:
it dark.. o.0
i just love this picture.. (:
well..
i really appreciate alot.. alot . ALOT
that God put Elton as my discipler.. (:
Counting on God..
on every step i take..
i'll think twice..
for the cause of CHRIST
i'll live & stand.. (:
shout: Counting On God!!
lazy to type out what happened this few days..
hahs.. sry.. =X
next time bah..
Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs..
1 cor 13:4-7
How far you fall.. God'll still use you again.
He is a God of second chance.. (:
who's love is everlasting & unconditional,
no matter what we had done to grieve Him in the past.
The path of restoration will not be easy but,
through faith God can use you again..
Faith is seeing what's beyond sight,
believing what's beyond reason,
receiving what's beyond comprehension..Now faith is the substance of things hope for,
the evidence of things not seen.
Hebrews 11:1
picture of the week.. (:
this coming tue-15/4/08
marksmanship.. hmm..
i'll try my best t get e marksman..
bring the unit proud.. & Glorify God's Name.. (;
yeap..
tts all..
cya peeps.
God bless..
Argh..God told me to love her back like how He love his people.. kinda stunt..when He told me..but gt t be obedient.. just like the Pst Daniel said..it the renewing tt determine.. I need time.. -either your are moving foward t God or futher away from God.. no lukeworm..someday.. when i died.. i want the verse John3:16 on my Obituaries .. (:
hmm..
i donno what in my mind nw..
but somehw..
i still need your loving hand to pick me up
whenever i fall..
just hw far im away from you..
you still use me..
somehw..
i misses..
those time..
praises your name up high.. [=
picture of the day..
flipping through my bed..
yet can slp again..
it 2.35am nw..
go do workout..
guess melvin everyday gt train.. -.-
night peeps..
pictures..
train track.. i know it nice.. (:
victor's hand.. (:
Picture of the week.. (:
somehw.. i miss siva alot..
miss those day we've been tgt..
doing all sort of stuff..
n tgt with tony they all..
well..
though i dint turn up on sat..
u'll always be in my mind..
hope you'll have fun thr..
God bless! [=
tmr thr ncc meeting..
with.. clt.. sure gona get some scolding..
but who cares?
as long i've Christ who thr for me..
whom am i t fear? (:
12.47am..
somehw.. cant slp..
off t qt..
take a break with kit-kat & the show well be right back.. :D
ok..
crap. -.-
thurs -3/4/08
went bike with melvin,,nesh,gq,zhiting,elvis,longjie,junyu & kirby.
did really enjoy myself.. though we started late coz of e rain..
bike t timah..
overall ride.. was slow.. =_=" coz ppl keep change bike..
coz too tired for "long pang-ing" ppl..
but i donno y.. i can long pang ppl all the way.. without stopping.. lol
pro ma.. *evil smile*
kidding.. haha
so yeah.. reach a part whr thr a slope up t timah.. near hillview side..
so i long-pang melvin.. & "choing sua" up e slope..
n he motivate me using her name.. -.- lol
after e slope.. found out both of us were first again! woo!
some of them were pushing the bike up..
wore-off. so i lying on the floor..
guess wad?
*a uncle stop his van specially for me* uncle : boy r u ok?me: yeah. uncle: why u r lying on the floor?me:coz i bike up the slope all the way.. uncle: oh... ( -.-") uncle: i thought smth happen so thought of sending u t hospital.. me: oh.. ok.. im ok.. thank for your concern. (: around tt.. lol
aft e uphill slope..
change ppl again.. n this time im long pang-ing kirby..
went down a slope
around 40km/h which was very fast for a bike.. -.-
saw a small narrow route..
was thinking whether i shld take e road route..
but saw lots of car coming..
panick.. -.-
ofcoz.. dint press e break.. so choing through the small narrow road.. =.=
almost lang ga! but around 11 m more..
thr e bridge stairs blocking our path..
end up- lang ga.. with kirby.. =.="
no time t break.. lol
but end up.. kirby injured.. =.=
went shop n save.. brought plaster.. then bike hme..
reach hme.. 9pm+
friday- 4/4/08
pe-ed..
cheat for dinesh.. =X
willard cheat for melvin..
end up both of us.. (willard & me) nv do 2.6km run.. =_="
no time.. zz
so next friday 2.6km + 5station.. -.-
after school.
change uniform..
pc of the day.. [=
i left my uniform at foodcourt.. =.=
so i kept searching for it.. lol
but still praise God tt my unfirom & shoebag nv kena stolen..
sat-5/4/08
went bike early in e morning..
went gombak..
somehw.. found myself at hillview... WOO!!!
i found this so cool place t ride bike!!
emo street!! lol.. actually.. is a quite street coz.. is near t forest..
aiya.. peace street jiu shi.. =.=
was cycling on e road..
God told me t g for today sermon..
i was like.. -.-"
i'm meeting siva they all..
anne & elton told me t go too..
so yeah.. i turn up for cellgrp & service..
after service... i dint meet with damian they all..
sry.. seriously.. i dont mean it..
after biking.. went met with elton (:
went buddy..
almost everyweek we went t buddy for lunch.. lol
saw anne too.. then came with 3 mao than yee hong..
well.. Anne spoke t me..
i donno y.. seriously..
everytime i don want turn up for service..
God always have smth impt t tell me..
well.. still praise God for overall..
sun-6/4/08
gt a ride from my cousin.. on his phantom! woo :D
tuition 8~10am.. at my God'ma hme! (=
around 11 .. went off.. meet up with victor n zhi ting.. around 12.10..
brought them t my peace-ful street.. xD
show zhi ting alot SKILL!! LOL
almost lang gang also.. haha.. espcially the steep slope. i was ski-ing my back wheel all the way..
u can see the slope.. have my bike wheel *mark*
but if i fall.. mean.. i go hospital.. lol
overall was fun.. (:
caught in rain... went bus-stop for shelter .. end up blasting music..
tonight.. by Fm stastic (: gay song.. haha
hillview.. is a place with lots of condo.. n landed property house..
rich ppl stay thr.. lol
after tt..
around 4+
zara,patricia,melvin,nesh,sergio came my house..
for study..
end up playing.. lol
zara.. patricia.. sry for keep u 2 waiting.. =.=
after *studying*
went lot one.. buy stuff.. n bus-ed t my grandmum hse..
reach hme.. 11pm..
then slp..
monday- 7/4/08 aka today
school is boring as usual..
kinda miss siva.. (:
supposed t meet up with zara for her ic thingy..
end up.. she ps me.. =.=
zara try t act funny sia.. saying i ps her.. LOl
well.. bet she lost at the making ic place.. (:
tt all..
going pastamania~ for dinner..
my sis treating me.. she just gt her paid.. (: woo!!
what a lenghty post..
i post the picture next time.. (:
a guy whom trying t save up as much as possible..
and even thought of going other country with you..
just specialy for you..
do u bear t hurt such a nice guy? whom love u so much?
ask yourself.. (:
Dam it.
dint know i would tear again just because of you..
lies after lies..
yet lies again..
I'm pushing myself out..
Holding in my breath..
I can yell all I want..
Throwing up the words that I said to you..
nwdays..
I always do..
do what I'm not supposed to..
You're hiding something cause it's burning in your eyes..
I've tried to get it out but all..
I hear from you are lies..
And I can tell you're going through the motions..
I figured you were acting out your part,
Once again you were playing off emotion ..
nw i know the reason y the answer from the start was a no..