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It just me with my blog, nothing special else. Unless if you wana make my blog famous by making a big fuss or Commercial around here, Which I find it Unnecessary.
My Speech :
GRgh..
Alright, I shall develop tolerance for conflict.. I've been keeping Negative Words from people and It is now stuck to my mind..
It so hard to shake it off..
I dont wan't to go in to the state where I'll explode..
God, help me...
I'm certain that my God saves...
I didn't choose to become Christian for nothing and
get those "mean look" from my Relative for nothing..
I choose to stand for it..
Because.. I experience it myself..
some stuff are just indescribable...
I want a new guitar..
Think of it.. It a want and not a need..
I want a Bicycle.. so that I can chill myself..
But it a want not a need...
I wonder how i could honour my parents...
After that awful debate..
I want go cambodia... But it seems so impossible...
It don't even look possible...
But for some reason..
I feel that it possible for me to go...
Maybe it the gift of Discernment..
anw, I lied again..
I lied to my dad... I told him that there's no school today..
Because i was so tired, insomnia occur again...
tsk..
I don't know how should i elaborate...
No matter how hard i try to run.. I can't escape from my problem...
I can't sleep over it...
U know.. I just don't get the fact where some people could go around being bossy and judge peopel.. I can't stand it.. seriously..
in the first place.. who are u?
who are u to judge?
Are u that perfect?
U're still in your OWN WORLD..
c'mmon! slap yourself.. or go knock against the wall please..
U freaking attitude doesn't even give U that "perfect Image" of who u are...
argh....
Hatred is building up.....
I pray hard that tmr is gona be a good day for me..
please don't come show me your funny funny pattern...
Having all those negative thoughts on how I should have my revenge on you..
Wouldn't that make me an asshole...?