wohoo~

2009-09-27T16:09:00.002+08:00

Woohoo!!

My God saves!!

Fell alot better.

Went to have my lunch just now, otw to teck whye i saw this old uncle "ah pek" :]

he was sitting under e void deck alone. I rmb he always say hi to me when i was young. erm.. when i was k1? everytime when he saw me, he always say "jin gao?"- very guai. nt golden dog.! lol

anw, cut e long story short.

An urge to buy coffee for that uncle. but when on my way home, he was not there. i guess he went home. So i guess i've to finish e awful "kopi-O" my self.

well, on the other hand this tell me that I shld even help ppl around me be it stanger or what so ever if nt it defeat e purpose of going mission trip.

It like u can't even help ppl in spore and u wana help ppl in other country? hm...

very unlikely..

well, God use small little incident to change ppl's mindset or perhaps encourage to do more righteous stuff.

I knew that God was with me and i did e right stuff :]

choices..

Be it N'lvl, I'm still gona go church and experience God next sat!

God, guide me..

2009-08-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

Pastor Benjamin's sermon was impactful.

God's presence was awesome..

Define the word awesome.

www.dictionary.com

Awesome- very impressive:

For me, The word Awesome is more than just very impressive but the best!? i guess..?

I can't describe.

Anw,

It it just coincident Or God used a stranger and speak to me...?

Fast, Pray...

Fast, Faith, Hope... Trust..

Action...

WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!? RIGHT!?

then here goes nothing..

Be it able to go or unable to go.. I'll still put my trust and praise u!

2009-08-26T22:57:00.000+08:00

GRgh..

Alright, I shall develop tolerance for conflict.. I've been keeping Negative Words from people and It is now stuck to my mind..

It so hard to shake it off..

I dont wan't to go in to the state where I'll explode..

God, help me...

I'm certain that my God saves...

I didn't choose to become Christian for nothing and

get those "mean look" from my Relative for nothing..

I choose to stand for it..

Because.. I experience it myself..

some stuff are just indescribable...

I want a new guitar..

Think of it.. It a want and not a need..

I want a Bicycle.. so that I can chill myself..

But it a want not a need...

I wonder how i could honour my parents...

After that awful debate..

I want go cambodia... But it seems so impossible...

It don't even look possible...

But for some reason..

I feel that it possible for me to go...

Maybe it the gift of Discernment..

anw, I lied again..

I lied to my dad... I told him that there's no school today..

Because i was so tired, insomnia occur again...

tsk..

I don't know how should i elaborate...

No matter how hard i try to run.. I can't escape from my problem...

I can't sleep over it...

U know.. I just don't get the fact where some people could go around being bossy and judge peopel.. I can't stand it.. seriously..

in the first place.. who are u?

who are u to judge?

Are u that perfect?

U're still in your OWN WORLD..

c'mmon! slap yourself.. or go knock against the wall please..

U freaking attitude doesn't even give U that "perfect Image" of who u are...

argh....

Hatred is building up.....

I pray hard that tmr is gona be a good day for me..

please don't come show me your funny funny pattern...

Having all those negative thoughts on how I should have my revenge on you..

Wouldn't that make me an asshole...?

2009-08-19T20:43:00.000+08:00

Gt back my prelim result. Overall, It wasn't that good, because i didn't take the prelim seriously :l because i was lagging behind with my Dnt coursework thingy.. well, I shall take this prelim result as a motivation to push me on! :D

I shall paste Notes on my wall soon! and motivations words too! like " I should be studying now!?" then paste on the wall or celling, so everytime when i feel like sleeping, I'll study! LOL.

But i don't think it'll work.. -.-" lol
But if i don't try out who knows whether it will work right?

I wana go mission trip! I've save up the money for Yi camp, so I'm gona save up for mission trip. I wana go cambodia!! yeah. But my mum Doesn't seems to look happy when i mention to her that it a church stuff as she thought it was school stuff and she was like totally agree?
But when she ask is it school?
I said church..
Then we went silent for a minute.. for Mj's death.
just kidding. just went silent for a few second.. lol

Guess I'm gona use my result to prove to my mum that I've work hard, so i can go missiontrip. Hope it wont be another disappointing one, I really want to mission trip.

Faith + No action = DEAD

So I'm gona study hard! and pull all my faith onto God and trust him in all ways!
I wana see life changed.
How cool is that.. money can't buy experience.

When people talk about money, They'll always feel scared, or infact - Sensitive?

So now everytime when I wana buy a stuff..
I must always think,
Whether is a NEED Or WANT.
If is WANT, I must resist the temptation of buying especially food!

A Need Or A Want..

Guide me, Tell me how should I spend my money wisely.!

2009-08-15T10:14:00.000+08:00

Blogger is getting weirder and weirder..
I think i gona change to wordpress soon.. maybe after N lvl

Anw, that's not the point.

Had soccer with Justin, Juvi and Junda. I just noticed, all 3 names start with J . lol
had fun in someway i guess. we won like 10+ match in one go. haha. Owned. After playing in the street, went home because my mum cooked! :D
I think it like after 123456789 days since she cooked on friday because she was always working on friday for the past 4years? lol. It was nice (Y)

Time flies, fly... real fast.. gt my cca point cert recently,
when i saw the overall point i had flashback, as in back then when i was sec1, i had this mindset to get an A for my ccapoint. So now, i had an A, i gt to work hard for my studies..

Any Math tutor out that? help me please! T.T
Alvin ho is helping me. hahaha.

Alright shall end here..
After N lvl. I wana learn how to rollerskate.. -.-" lol

2009-07-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

It Sunday today, planned to go study alone. So i went out and by coincidence i saw Cynthia and her disciple.. What a small world..
Anw, after knowing that Lotone's library doesn't have any space to study. I went westmall, when i reach there i was like wondering around aimlessly.. lol
Decided to study at burgerking and including taking my lunch ofcoz.
After eating.. there's these 2aunty talking super loud, i heard everything.. the moral of the story was that these days kids are always rebellious.
They talk too loud, so it wasn't counted as eavesdropping. haha :l

I was bored, so i started msging almost half of my class ppl to bring their S.S textbook and reminding them to watch tonight's Liverpool match. haha :l
Score was 5:0 - i bet every liverpool fan of singapore will be posting abt this. confirm. lol
Liverpool was like playing so slack during 70+mins. But well, it was a good match i supposed.

Can't wait for N'level to be over. So i can play these and that.. lol
well, anyone out there!? could just somehow motivate me to study? I kept procrastinate. zzzz
I hate Procrastinating.. i always tell myself that there will be time.. LOTS OF TIME!
but at the end of the day.. I gain nthing.. :l
Some kind Soul please send me a motivation MSG so that I will study, i'll appreciate it alot :D haha

It 10pm now.. and school is like starting tmr? Argh.

FYI, i did try to study.. plug in my earpiece.. but my mind and heart wasn't focus, argh.
U're my Biggest Distraction... :(
Somehow, For some reason.. U're always in my mind.. Couldn't shake it off..

hm.. well, i shall put that aside if i can..
Came upon this video.. it nice.. This guy is good..
I rmb i was once a fan of Jurassic park. haha
I like the theme music alot. alot alot alot! just like star wars and "LOTR" by John Williams

but this guy is not John Williams ofcoz, i just can't find his video.. But this is good..
The song was pleasing to ear..

I guess it true.. I didn't use and cherish my talent..
always procrastinates..
I want my passion and that desire which pushes me to make use my talent for God once again..

2009-07-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

dang! it was a blast..
i Need speed...
I need...
need...
many many many thing..
lol

anw, Insomnia is coming back again.. argh..

THE END! lol ._.

2009-07-07T22:08:00.003+08:00

Argh, I still guilty abt it.
Sorry Justin! :\
I didn't did it on purpose! serious!
let play ball again next time, wasn't really on form today..
kena trash by your team.. lol
anw, sorry abt it ah boss. haha

Life is good!
but it like when u're gliding along, next moment u're standing in the rain watching your life fall apart. It like falling through a thin layer of ice when u're gliding half way.
It ain't feel good.

I donno what I'm saying :|

Watched Hitch just now.
Will Smith Never fails to make me laugh. haha

I want talk about school.
I think school sucks when u're mixing with the wrong company.. i guess.
btw, i hate tuesday aep. I know it my fault to be late but i doesn't means that u had to scold me like and insult me? about CCA?
hey, get the fact right. I became staff sergeant because i put in my best effort and manage to pass the criteria of it, U don't have the right to say that I'm a in-responsible staff sergeant etc..
Sometimes when i think about the past, that i always tried to psycho people that u're good when all the other students were cursing and swearing at u... etc.. blah blah blah

I think i regretted..

I love the subject. Hate the teacher.

How ironic.

If this goes on, I can forget about getting an A1.

2009-07-01T19:54:00.003+08:00

I was google-ling about some stuff.. Not Megan Fox Ofcoz! -.-"

Anw, googled abt my e band i love e most- planetshaker!
came upon some photo with Hendry seeley and somehow i came to this girl's blog.
Blog about her Life, This girl who is around age 22 i guess.
A girl or perharps a lady who set up life for God.
Invited Jesus into her life when she was 11, she's a Malaysian too.
She had this wonderful talent that God gave us, which was Photography.
With Her Faith, She was guide by God and Serve God.

http://deariediane.blogspot.com/2008_04_01_archive.html

ARGH! my blog cant upload photo.. -.-" zz .. lol .

Alright, shall end here.

I've getting tired and restless these days..

2009-06-30T21:31:00.004+08:00

piss off..
shall not elaborate about it..

I'm tired..

Mrs Chan told me no to sleep when i gt home,
if not i would have insomnia again. lol
She gave me instruction on how to break the cycle of having insomnia. haha
She's like some typical singapore mum. haha.
Well, she shows care and concern after all. Shall not disappoint her once again by sleeping during class lesson.. Anw, I was trying hard to sleep during her lesson! but!! stupid nesh & melvin kept disturb me.. -.-"

Melvin had sore throat :O
they said they wana cut botak, I'll see whether are they on their words tmr. lol

Anw, Nicholas Wong.
If u happen to hop by on to my blog, please somehow contact me about having soccer match.
My side people are okay with it i think.
Darius might be joining too! i invited Him, i guess :O

NIGHT PEEPS!

(it seems like i cant upload photo with this blogskin.. -.-) lol

2009-06-26T20:38:00.002+08:00

played at street today,
overall conclusion..
I wasn't that good after all.. :\

but hey! i started having e passion for soccer on june!
okay, Shall nt push e fact that I'm lousy away. lol
anw,
I cant wait for N lvl to be over!
Then soccer soccer soccer~~
Play match with regent,hillgrove~
and of-coz,
Acts Team too!
every time when i talk abt playing with acts team with melvin,
His first reaction will be,(2 kind of reaction)
(1)Melvin: Huh!? What Acts team!? who lai de? Need me go down solo for u see mah!? xD lol
(2)Melvin: Huh!? play with Acts Team? Confirm tekor tear! (underwear la -.-) lol

Argh, i just want N lvl finished asap! !
then i can go overseas~ play n play n play~~ ~

THE END.

2009-06-25T15:30:00.000+08:00

Okay, nice skin.
i spent 3h+ i think close to 4h?
just to change a skin -.- lol

lol, okay, Supposed to meet victor n minwei at cck stadium..
I'm late.

Cya.

Transformer was kinda cool..

2009-06-12T10:08:00.003+08:00

*this was not long ago*
Zidane talk like some legend, or like some jedi. lol. But that not the point, check out how messi's skill and the cool boots.

Alright, off to D&T.
Soccer at 4pm.
woot!!~~@#@$#^!

F50i look Impressive.

2009-06-11T00:07:00.005+08:00

This advertisement never fails to make me say "wow"

12.07am..
suffering from insomnia recently..
somehow it came back again.
tsk.

okay..
I need to have good time management.
Good Goals.
Go for the most important priority thingy first.
Start to saveup..

Cant wait for friday..
Soccer!

2009-06-10T11:40:00.003+08:00

Dint turn up for today's Dnt Extra lesson.
tsk.
i Guess I'm lack behind time..
Poor time management.

I just dont like dnt.
very tsk. lol

Cant wait for this friday's Soccer training.
i wana run, i wana kick, i wana..
Crap with my buddies..

Short post. lol

2009-05-28T23:20:00.002+08:00

Had catching ytd,
fun, tiring, muscle ache -.-
played 2 rounds,
1st round me, nesh & yh dint get caught
but second round i gt caught by yu xiu, -.-
wana know something?

She stalk me! -.- kidding!
well, i think she followed me..
i went in to the toilet, when i came out i gt caught. lol

when u play school catching, with aunty in the classroom is the best!
coz they will help u! :D haha

Dint turn up to school today,
guess quite alot of people dint turn up too. lol

Alright shall end here.

I'm Addicted to touch rugby and beach dog & bone(tackle) :D

2009-05-11T10:24:00.003+08:00

alright, it 10.24 now.
dint mange to study for the past few days.

dont think I'm gona do coast & food this time,
because i did the test abt coast & food.
So, i think i gona challenge myself by studying river & development!

River= no cake
Coast= okok
Food= no cake
Development= alot cake -.- lol

ok. nt funny. lol

alright shall end here.
back to post after exam!
btw my school's express are nerds.
not trying to say anyone but now some express class are dam quiet -.-
u know,
i hate it when ppl say because i gt O lvl this year.
big deal?
I gt N lvl this year too! if i fail= ITE
no big difference.
well, no life.

i wonder why last'years sec4 batch are so relax,
they can play soccer 4weeks before O lvl. lol

Rompin!

2009-05-05T18:51:00.003+08:00

dang.
i just gt dang. lol
my s.s, habas? lol
i mean finished in malay ._. lol

okay. going grandmum hse now,
come back study chem, n math.
then tmr math n physic n chem.

hm..

b4 for chem?
b4 for physic?
c6 for math? ._. CMI
geog? A2 :D
dnt? CMI , everyone suck in theory! DUH! ._.

2009-04-19T21:57:00.002+08:00

God is always there for you,
but it depend whether do u want to take that first step to approach Him.

Why I've confident in myself?

why?

Because I'm Child of God.

Why would u go care about what people would say to you?
In this world, there is always someone called hypocrite.

There a reason why I'm a Christian.
In-fact, First-generation Christian.
It my own choice.
Choice..
It where I've my faith and I choose to do what I think it Right.

yeah,
It start off with choice,

why would u worry about what your future has for you?
Have Faith.
Because U're Child of God.

Not your parent's child, aunt's child, or uncle's child or some other chapalang parent's child.
But
Child of God.

It your decision,

Once bitten, twice shy.

Lord I'm crying out for more of more of you.

2009-04-04T13:48:00.002+08:00

hey peeps,
Here I am, suffering from fever, cold sweat again..
without knowing why..
was kinda fine ytd, thought i can feel that my body is heaty..
well,
cant turn up for cg,

so here I am blogging .
Went surfing around e net,
and took a look at some diving web.
it so cool , Cool, COOOL!!!

http://www.gilldivers.com/dive-travel
http://www.gilldivers.com/phuket
http://www.gilldivers.com/padi-open-water-diver

well, all the trip cost $600 n above..
Start saving now..
everyday put 1$ inside piggy bank. lol

well shall stop here.
I gt 19th position for jogathon.
feel kinda proud at first..
but ltr on.. i feel kinda embarrassing.. ._.
top 20, i gt 19th! -.-
how cool is that?
nt cool. lol
alright. least i shld be happy with it,
coz some people came in 21st,22nd.. etc..
well, im supposed to be 18 actually..
lol

Tags replied:
Thanks for the birthday wishes! appreciate it alot. :]
well, lazy to reply again. :\
ah!
Hello abi!! PJC! :D
haha, thats the only tag i can rmb to reply.. -.- lol
saw her on thursday morning?
pjc. haha

2009-03-30T21:13:00.007+08:00

I was taking a nap?
with my com switch on?
and i was having a sweet dream?
when a phone call came..
Grandmum: why u nv come eat?
me: huh ? * half-awake* okok , coming coming..
supposed to be at my grandmum hse by now, but im blogging. lol

tired. ><
my house is so big..
so big.. that i cant find my hp charger.. zz
2% left.. *roll eye* lol

alright. shall end here.
btw, my sis flew to cambodia this morning.
suffering for 2 weeks? haha :D

the whole house is mine~

2009-03-23T06:06:00.002+08:00

supposed to be re-searching on some stuff,
but end up looking at news,
which i saw something interesting.

United crash at Fulham in 2-0 defeat

hahaha, sorry for all those Man-U fans.
but i'm shock? they gt defeated last week too.
Liverpool 4 - 1 Man United.

*No comment* haha

okay, back to research.
6.09am now.
tired.
Happy birthday to me once again.

2009-03-18T10:20:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Me, Da ben & matthew,
Happy birthday to you :]

God gave me a dream, A vision.
Being a minister it not easy.
or too hard, need patience.

Hm..
finished my camp.
Got to study soon.. real soon..
If I pass N lvl,
maybe i would wana apply for Master Sergeant,
then Rsm.
Sounds impossible.
I'll try..

picture/ photo real soon.

cheers.

2009-03-15T22:05:00.002+08:00

had POP last friday..
was happy and sad at the same time..
4year, just flew?
I miss our bonding..
I miss my mates,
I miss jokes that victor and min wei always say during marching!
I miss times when we had fun during marching like Zul kept touching our hand!?! haha
I miss those funny moment..
like minwei kept pinching faris during marching? and the clt always go: huning! stop smiling!
LOL! -.-
kinda think of it.
i find it kinda childish,
last year too, when so many ppl fought for ranks.
Rofl :p haha

well, i shall stop here.

Zhi ting act cute!? LOL! kidding! :x

2009-03-10T19:04:00.003+08:00

Hm..
Been trying very hard to get everything into my head recently?
about?
studies ofc0z (:
um. well, for those who dont know how much i had score for Geog.
I shall u tell u now! :D
I got 16/18!! ^^
89/100 (Big Smile)

well, Got to praise God for that :]
Though times i fail, He is always there opening big Arm welcoming me back :]

Had been listening to my new CD recently ^^
Beautiful Saviour (Acoustic series)
From Planetshakers Ofcoz!
My favourite band (Big smile)

No harm listening, Really!
The song is simply just nice.
I always listen to this song with my ear piece whenever i go school,
this song always refresh me.

I just want you - planetshakers - by Joth Hunt

MORE THAN A NICE MELODY,
MORE THAN THE SWEETEST OF WORDS,
THIS IS THE LOVE I HAVE FOUND,
AND WITH THIS LOVE I AM FOUND.

I JUST WANT YOU JESUS,
I JUST WANT YOU MY LORD,
I JUST WANT YOU JESUS,
I JUST WANT YOU.

NEVER COULD I COMPREHEND,
THE LOVE YOU SO FREELY GIVE.
NEVER COULD I BE WORTHY,
BUT YOUR LOVE COVERS ALL OF MY SIN.

I JUST WANT YOU JESUS,
I JUST WANT YOU MY LORD,
I JUST WANT YOU JESUS,
I JUST WANT YOU.

THERE IS NO GREATER LOVE THAN YOURS,
NOTHING ELSE COULD EVER COMPARE.
AND EVEN IF I SEARCH ALL THE WORLD,
I WILL NEVER FIND A LOVE LIKE YOURS.(x2)

I JUST WANT YOU JESUS,
I JUST WANT YOU MY LORD,
I JUST WANT YOU JESUS,
I JUST WANT YOU.

Great Vocalist,
Sweet Voice,
And a perfect lyrics.

Tmr is photo taking?
Confirm every girl'll make up,
every guy wax hair. lol

2009-03-08T22:43:00.002+08:00

Went for bible study today.
Learn new stuff again.
went watch football at NP.
4-3 , Friendly match.
Enjoyed my day.. pretty much?

Alright..
Shall go bathe now..
just came back from grandmum house..
I'm tired..

2009-03-04T21:54:00.003+08:00

Damn it.
Been throwing tantrum at my mum recently..

Think of it, my heart ache..
No one understands how i feel..
In whatever situation I'm in..

Sometimes..
when i'm down, I would always felt God's presence..
But the problem is..
I just kept the problem to myself..
and not telling him and seeking him..
I did a very very bad mistake..

Times i try,
I always fall..
I don't want up & down life..
I just hate this period of my life..
Freaking attitude that i cant stand it my way of living.
You don't expect to be happy or smiling at you when times U've been throwing your tantrum at me.
Nor do I want to argue back with you.
I just find it..
Ridiculous?

darn.
Isolated...

1 week time, I gona step down..
No more of any whatever staff sergeant year...
Seeing their life not changing..
is my deepest failure in my life..

All i want, is to just impact people's life..
is it too hard?
or just being influence by the people around me?
It never that great for people to look up to you that highly,
because when u fall, people will feel disappointed and never again will find you for help..

Argh..
Stress.
I just dont want anything to happened right now.
sometimes..

I really needa chill myself alone..

2009-03-02T06:51:00.001+08:00

simple? yet complicated?

going change up now.
going school with nerd spec.
had red eyes this morning.
kept rubbing ._.

rose or pen?
i would rather pen :]

2009-02-22T23:38:00.002+08:00

Back to post,
ton at mel's house ytd, so fun.
but it end up, me sleeping the most luh -.- lol
coz i was super tired, real tired.

well, lock myself in my room today, studying GEOG! :D
A1 ah!?
Chapter 11, food consumption? (i forgt -.- ) lol
i must get A1!
think of it, i think i forgt the factors of the chapter alrdy. die -.-

alright, shall stop here.

dang, i gt addicted to Westlife -.- lol

I gt my lovely classmates! ^^
well, i had 2malay girls sitting between me for english aep . lol
serina sit infront of me?
i think she feel blessed. haha

Alright, it 11.42, gt to complete my design brief & design spec before i sleep.

I say huning u say jia you,
Huning! Jiayou!
Huning! Jiayou!
Huning! Jiayou! Jiayou! Jiayou!

wearing specs tmr -.-

2009-02-14T14:59:00.003+08:00

Valentine day is more than just a day for couple, it known as International-friendship day(:
Be it being going out with your love one or going out with your good friends or buddy,
i would like to share about this unconditional love that i received.

For the point of my view,
Valentine day is more than just a day when people fell in love but
also a day where I could share the love to people around me.
It not about receiving gifts or present,
but indeed it may be a form of appreciation of what you had did for others.

Nevertheless, I would like to share about this love that had changed my life.
I was nothing before when I accepted Christ, getting hate for doing foolish stuff etc. but eversince after melvin share the gospel to me, i slowly realise that my life has changed (:
despite being hate by people, soon people accepted me. Though we're living in a world with different races & religion, I would like to share to you about this person called Jesus :]
I've learn to curb the habit of scolding vulgarities and start loving the people around me and found the ture purpose of my life. Which is sharing the gospel to people around me whom need it, everytime when i'm happy, He will always double my joy, time I'm down He is always there for me 24/7 .
Without Jesus, I wouldn't be here today sharing my testimony to you.
If I had gave Him a chance to change my life, Would you want to give Him a Chance to change your life? :]

Once again, Happy Valentine Day!
Have A Blessed day ahead.

2009-02-08T11:57:00.006+08:00

yeah, after watching 3hour plus of tennis,
somehow, i would like to try out on tennis. haha
they played for 4h 16min?
around there, yeah..
4hour 16 min leh! run here run there .

my cousin was betting with his friend,
ofcoz my cousin was the one supporting rafel nadal :D

Roger Federer

Rafael Nadal

they bet 50$, lol.
my cousin won? extra 50$

btw

Congrats! to those part D & Part D1 who gt promoted :]

finally, hardwork and effort paid off?

Congrats,

but for those whol dint get promted

do work hard again,

show your commitment..

Theres always a Second Chance.

Once again, Good Job.

But i dint get promoted too T.T

shall not say why, if not kena whack -.- lol

2009-02-02T00:10:00.003+08:00

sweet anointing wash me over..

Rain down on me..

Stress , vex...

My God maybe late, but he always turn up on time for me.

How could i even emo in this period of time?

I'm weary, I'll hold on to you.

God,
speak to me..
guide me..
sweet anointing wash me over..
that all i need..
rain down on me..

this song..
is powerful..

new acoustic version

Rain Down - Planetshakers

2009-01-27T15:12:00.006+08:00

Back to blog?
Go to go out soon so I shall make a short one :D

Well, Cny uh?
No angbao -.-
coz of , yeah. some people know.
hm..
i feel.. empty somehow..

furthermore, it seems like I've becoming more of a bad person?
ruining my future dreams?

Shall not talk abt that,
Let the pictures talk.

btw, i had many weird dreams recently..
I Dreamt of Azmee & me going out tgt near Singapore River ._.
Not gay ok..
but in-fact, Both of us were holding DSLR. LOL!
trying to compare who's photo are nicer. LOL.

Maybe i shall start saving up, & buy DSLR soon :D

Another pose. lol

Cute? cuter? Cutest!

Formal shot?
how cool will it be? if justin was my cousin? haha

why is it always this pose? -.- *twist twist* lol

My God-mum :]

Of-Coz, my zhi lian sis . lol

Alright, gtg.
Cya.
God bless.

I'll Cherish it.

2009-01-15T22:27:00.001+08:00

I'm sick again ><

I mean sick.
Not the sick.
yeah.
sick.

NVM. -.- *zhi bi* lol

i wana play left4dead.

2009-01-14T15:51:00.005+08:00

Been 2weeks since i had blog.
life?
up & downs..

Best effort, yet ..
How ironic..

Nothing much to elaborate.

COC`08

This photo paint a thousand words.

Movement- 09 ,
here we Go!

2009-01-01T23:35:00.004+08:00

Happy 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
first day of 2009, i find it kinda sian alrdy.. -.-

Miss Seah : No No No, cannot say sian, to improve, u must use english more often!
Me: :O
Miss Seah: Say Lethargic!
WholeClass : *yawnnnnnnn * I Feel Lethargic ~
Miss Seah : ... Okay.. Good! Use it more often!

lol. okay, just trying to be funny for being random,
it just came across my mind somehow.
yeah.

tmr , school re-opening,
Say bye to holiday & Hi to school day.

cut my hair today,

HairStylist: Tmr school reopen?
Me: Yah,
HairStylist: oh okay, *Evil-smile~ *
then she automatic cut my hair shorter.. -.-

Cant Believe I'm Sec 4,

Messenger Plus! Chat Lo

®●Męlvĩn●© 林训平 :	cut finish hair le ?
(4:59 PM) HunIng :]:	ya dam shor
(4:59 PM) HunIng :]:	tcoz they know school reopen -.

(4:59 PM) ®●Męlvĩn●© 林训平 :	haha then nesh they all lei?
(5:00 PM) HunIng :]:	also very short

(5:00 PM) ®●Męlvĩn●© 林训平 :	haha nerds
(5:00 PM) HunIng :]:	u also ._.

(5:00 PM) ®●Męlvĩn●© 林训平 :	haha Mine nt short
(5:01 PM) HunIng :]:	I'll fast & pray that tmr school re-open, teacher catch u
(5:01 PM) ®●Męlvĩn●© 林训平 :	haha idiotr dog
(5:01 PM) HunIng :]:	Impossible is NOTHING!

(5:01 PM) ®●Męlvĩn●© 林训平 :	watever lets see tmr
(5:02 PM) HunIng :]:	Alright :]

We'll see about tmr.. -.-
i think if melvin din get caught, he sure will HAOLIAN one! :p
haha.

Once again,, Happy 2009 :D

A new had born, A new resolution to have.
i don't wana wonder around aimlessly on e year 2009!

2008-12-29T22:59:00.002+08:00

Man, I hate Flashbacks,
I HATE MOODSWING..
TSK.

It Sucks,
I Know,
it terrible
I know,
it horrible
I know,
i hate the feeling
I know,
it controls my life
I know,..
stupid emotions,
I knoww, ....
it awful
I know, .........
which made me feel lousy,
I know~
i Just HATE the feeling!
I know.

Happen to walk past a Christian funeral just now..
flashbacks..
the feeling sucks..
it suck..
just suck..

It time for someone to lead & led people to the right path..

2008-12-28T14:17:00.000+08:00

HeyHey!
Happy belated Merry Xmas To Everyone! :D
&
Happy birthday to those Dec babies x)

Have been out to Orchard recrntly,
3 times in a row within a week..
now i think im familiar with the road & routes le ._.
Well, talking about thanks giving day,
hm.. Overall still thanks God for helping me & supporting me through all those storms, yet he still bless me & love me,
Thanks uh :]

Met up with Elton & wan ting, had lunch :]
kept make fun of her about her shirt, :p haha
yeah, fellowship :]
then had talk with elton,
hm.. it gona be hard >< But i'll start from small, be sensetive to e holyspirit :]

AHHHHH,
dint had turkey this year!! ><
nvm i ate some but small slice nia, from SUBWAY! :D
lol ._. cold cut trio. i think?
Well,

Let the pictures talk :]

Inside Paragon , yea
h
Can see a Platform? haha

Ren shan ren hai -.- LOL

Squeezey~

hm.. overall, atmosphere nt bad uh :]

random.

ivy, yu xiu? charlotte &.. :p

Gotcha! :D

Seems like that had fun :]

walking through..

dirty e floor.. lol

Sweet :]

cars, *zoom* lol

Near istana :]

lights out side e istana

pretty :D

I took this :D

someother poeple. *cough*

Merry Christ Mas & a happy new year :]
Hope you guys are happy with the candy cane which me & melvin that brought it,
it e thoughts that count okay. :D

I need a A.Guit BADLY~~ :(

2008-12-19T19:44:00.006+08:00

Hey Peeps!!
Just gt back from my Camp.
One Word to describe, Awesome! :]
i kinda enjoy the service, speaker was Awesome :]
Pastor Glyn

http://www.youthimpact.com.sg/home/

had games on the first day,
Not bad, had fellowship.

2nd day, woke up, morning group devotion,
was crappy but overall learn something else :]
went for games preparation, & e clock struck 2.30pm
e game start :]
kinda busy,
it was a life time experience,
so fast 2 hour just gone.
after all those 1354981789714 hours of meeting & prepare,
but we just work for 2 hour,
sound crazy.
but overall thank God for allowing the game to go smoothly :]

God was really with us! :]

3rd day.
We're from black tribe!
the macho black tribe!
No matter wad they say,
we're the black tribe!
that not your name~ that not your name~ that no your name~
that our name! :D

had war game..
so were separated, i was in the P.a group.
know as personal assistant group.
which is so called the "Scape Goat" for all those commando
LOL!
well, i dint die. haha
so fun la, starting before even entering bishan park,
we had FAST JOG -.-
to bishan park,
over took red & green tribe.
reach the traffic light, was *panting alrdy* -.-
well, warm up also. haha
well, overall. thanks the Game Comp for making the game so successful! :D

during service, God's presence was Strong.
Awesome :]'

4th day was awesome..
God spoke to me :]
i wonder how should i look to it..
Tomorrow christmas'bash!!
Though this year black tribe wont nothing..
We had FUN!!
Fun!! it all abt having fun & know more about God :]
I'm wondering What God has for me in the future :]

Feel the sea breeze :]

Afternoon :]

Sweet :]

Sunset :]

I wonder what life like without a purpose..

2008-12-14T22:33:00.004+08:00

stupid blog..
i wrote too long, then something wrong..
& now gt to re-write. lazy la! -.-

back to point

Have been busy recently,
very busy.
my dec hliday is like a BURN out one -.-
Had Chalet, after that went meeting. super tired -.-
after that, next morning wen RJC , super tired -.-

Well,
found out that planning a exciting game is not easy at all!
Met alot Cool peeps at the games Comp meeting.

Yi camp is coming!!!
like tomorrow? lol

Daryl made me addicted with listening to Gun & roses song -.-

& think he is flying back to singapore now.
he said that he was stuck in bangkok? LOL @ e airport lol

lazy write alrdy! -.-

more pictures other time.
gt to pack my bag,
haven pack finish :x

Red House. We Climb in, :P

ChildHOOD!!~~~

DAYS~~

CS,Eugene & Xin Yin :D @RJC

Mummy! :D

Anathan, CS,Cynthia & me :D

Anathan :]

Thats Me!

Discussing, yeah.. thanks xin yin(Acts4)?
for taking e photos :] (games COMP!)

Min Wei's T-9 , i like it very much :]

Heard this during the Black Tribe meeting.
This quote somehow makes me feel that it very true.
- It not about changing the environment in your own perspective
BUT
Changing the perspective of what you think in the environment.
something like that.
yeah. very true.
This quote somehow teaches me how to impact people's life :]

I Hope, I Dream, I Work on it, Put my Faith To it = Effort!

2008-12-07T23:02:00.002+08:00

Happy Advanced birthday to Hui Ling & Elvis :D

I think alot ppl tagged me to do this quiz but this time i gona do specially for sheila & melvin
(i sound like they are couple or something.. but actually they are! haha ) :D

1. The person who tagged me:
Melvin & Sheila :D

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
Close Friends? :D

3. Your five impressions of him/her:
Melvin - Joker? kind-hearted , bullies!, caring, Hamesome la~ :p
Sheila - Caring, Nice, sweet!,Friendly & She's pretty! :D

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
Melvin- um.. snatch my.. ... Just kidding!! haha
Sheila- um.. Good listening ear! :D

5. The most memorable thing that he/she has said to you:
Melvin- eh . toot! -.-
Sheila- Cannot say. shy.. haha

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
Not gay -.- , She will have a better choice luh :]

7. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she will:
how i know.. -.-

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Never :] if is, I'll still love them :D

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason would be:
No idea. -.-

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
um.. Always be there for them when times they need :]

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
Good & Friendly :]

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Not sure

13. The characteristics you love of yourself are:
um. no idea. haha

14. On the contary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are:
Nah.

15. The most ideal person you wanna be is:
Someone who can impact People's LIFE :]

16. For people whom care for and like you, say something to them:
Thanks! Love U All :D *from the bottom of my heart*

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons you wish to know how they feel about you:
*i bet almost everyone did this quiz before -.- *
1. Melvin
2. GQ
3. Elvis
4. ZhiTing
5. Hannah
6. Hafizah
7. Sheila
8. Trevor
9. Daryl
10. Zara

18. Who is no. 1 having relationship with?
Melvin - Felicia? LOL!!!

19. Is no.9 a male or a female?
Daryl- Male.

20. If no.7 and 10 are tgt, would it be a good thing?
Sheila & Zara - good thing? or laughing stock? :p

21. What is no.2 studying about?
GQ- Dota ._.

22. When is the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Elvis- Today, @ huiling house. He say i play KOF very pro! :p

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Trevor- um.. our own future band? haha

24. Would you woo no.3?
Elvis- Not gay -.-

25. How about no.7?
Sheila- No..

26. Is no.4 single?
ZhiTing- yeap

27. What is the surname of no.5?
Hannah- Lai :O

28. What's the hobby for no.4?
ZhiTing- cycling?

29. Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?
Daryl & hannah- No Comment

30. Where is no.2 studying at?
At Hme, Right infront of e Com :x

31. Say something casual about no.6
Hafizah- NDP - Parade Commander :D

32. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
trevor- no.. -.-

33. Where does no.9 live?
Daryl- YeeTee.

34. What colour does no.3 like?
Elvis-Not sure

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
Melvin & hannah - best friend? lol

36. Does no.1 have any pets?
Melvin- Nah. he cant even take good care of himself why bother having a pet?
kidding! :p

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
.Sheila- um.... sexiest?

38. What is no.10 doing now?
Trying to do her home work i guess? :O

The rules & regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names.
4) No tagging back.

(1)When i lie on the bed, i tend to fall asleep easily :x
(2)I tend to carry phone with me everywhere i go
(3)I cant resist of not wearing watch where ever i go!
(4)I'm not really into Com games actually..
(5)I tend to work hard for wad i want :]
(6)Nowdays, People tend to call me Staff Teo -.-
(7)I don really get angry easily somehow..
(8)Tend to get excited over Adidas stuff! :D
(9)when wind blow, i tend to turn other side
(10) I tend to dream of someone who is close to me somehow..
JUST KIDDING! i not ti ko pek -.-

Anyone~ just do e quiz :]

Well, i find other quiz is ridiculous,
some quiz too..

Alright.. i go play Dota now.. :x

i kinda miss u.. somehow.. :]

2008-12-06T14:25:00.008+08:00

Thanks for e concern ppl out there :]

Well, heard That e COC picture will only be post out at the 3wk of dec.
so remind me t get it, i want see whether my face inside or nt :p
haha

Well, COC over alrdy :D
about the GOH Contingent,
one word to describe,
fantastic!
i mean most , as some drills nt very good la,
it like 85% of e GOH ppl,
their drills, Fantastic!
it like all e elites from different school gathered in e district,
wearing No.1 tgt & when the command is given,
sweet, sharp, swift & one solid bang :]
like i say again,
Fantastic!
well, actually i was worried that i will get kick out of the GOH contingent,
as it been a long time since i do drill!
well, i slowly catch up, my drill still not bad ok! :D
But one thing, damn idiot.. -.-
coz our 2CLT is having their last parade le ,
one 18 & one 19.
they are our PC for e COC,
Our Air District ppl, all damn horny.. -.-
dirty jokes la ,
& dirty cheers during marching, echo after the CLT.. LOL!!!!
But well ,
i met alot new friend & clts,
thought e clt are those creepy fierce guy but actually,
their crappy too! haha
well,
most importantly, i gain what i wanted :]

wondering whether i shld serve as CLT,
then get to wear no.1 & take picture of it,
so next time wedding, can put the pictures up,
show those people the past time me. LOL!!!
the sud sud huning. haha.

well, my tai ma's body is been burned.
the ashes?
they say it beautiful , it white & pinkish,
mean my tai ma did alot good deed in the past,
well, she really did alot good deed in the past la :D
but i gt a doubt..

wad if from today onwards, i keep drink milk?
i will get calcium, & strengthen my bone..
if i burn my body..
ofcoz after i pass away la -.-
then i wonder wad colour is my ashes..
snow white? fine sand colours?

This is call SUD SUD!!!

BLACK TRIBE!!! :D

I Think this year YI camp is gona be fun! :D
with melvin , nesh? sergio? lywei? qi en? yu ling? zara? wei jie? hannah?
trevor daryl xiao ming go overseas. -.-
kirby .. -.-
all p.s wei jie.. LOL

well.

Oh yeah.. i have tons of quiz to do. -.-

lazy.. -.-

quiz & photo update on e next post!

BLACK TRIBE!!!!
BLACK TRIBE!!!!
BLACK TRIBE!!!!
BLACK TRIBE!!!!
BLACK TRIBE!!!!

i miss wearing No.1 ><

2008-12-01T22:51:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. Guess i should'nt be emoing now..
no time for that i guess..
My life still gona get on..
I still have many dreams not accomplished yet.

Well, I've not put the badges up yet,
so yeah..
u can imagine me wearing it..
Look Smart? ahaha.
okay.. think i need to iron it real soon.
haha

Alright, gt to prepare my No.3 now.
many badge to put up ><
tired..
haven polish boots yet.. ><

COC, Here I Come :]

Cya :]

Unconditional love,
Only,
By Jesus..

2008-11-24T22:35:00.005+08:00

Damn.. -.-
I've been in fever states for around 5 day..
I HATE FEVER..

My temp went high & down..
i was very tired..
so i sleep..
the every moment when i fall asleep,
my TEMPERATURE increased.. -.-

nth to blog abt..
no mood....
sigh...

well.. i still need say a BIG THANKS!!!
to people out there with shown me their care & concern..
appreciate alot :]
&
That
is
called
Love :]

collected my number 1 uniform today..
need to do some adjustment first .. before uploading the picture of e whole uniform..
hm..

take a look at this..

Well, it don look very prestigious yet..

TO BE CONTINUED...

Happy birthday to the ppl out there :]

2008-11-20T19:55:00.002+08:00

Argh,
having fever,
feel weak..
damn weak..
cant sleep..

It gona be a year soon..

i feel like cycling out..

but..

i just feel so weak.............................

2008-11-20T10:11:00.003+08:00

hey peeps,
currently at SP now!! :D
having break time now..
but unfortunately im not going down to eat.
just don felt like eating.. haha.

um..
actually.. i think poly life is notbadl uh..
just that.. somelecturer would just suddenly interupt -.-
then shoot me somemore. .-.- lol

well.. today.. half of my class ppl dint turn up. -.-
ivy & yu xiu went hongkong..
zhi ting went genting.
hafizah went for NP camp.
hope she having fun.. :x
others.. ?
all pon classes.. LOL
because today is a fullday course..

i just found there a teacher -in-charge behinde me.. using his laptop..
i still talk on e phone just now.. -.- when zaki called me.. lol

having sore throat.. ><

alright. i shall end here ..

actually.. poly life is kinda cool :]

playing miniclips.. -.-

2008-11-17T18:51:00.003+08:00

Well, indeed met alot new friend,
crappy ones too.
Looking forward to some more course,
which all of us can take pictures tgt :]

Somehow i miss SBAB,
donno why..
maybe because of stupid jokes .. etc..
i just found out,
Unity,Zheng hua & north view have been sticking tgt during the attachment. haha
having crappy ppl, like rasis, farah, hilmy, novell, & some others like SC sec too.

I'm rotting at hme ardy. .-.-
tsk.
Cant wait for COC ,
wear No.1 :D

oh yeah, went katib mrt station this morning..
supposingly is to accompany e part b for shooting,
end up this Clt call me don board the shuttle,
ask me stay back, help out -.-
by asking all those cadets to q one row for the bus. -.-
some cadets super zuai..
i mean, it like u're sec 1 or 2 only. so zuai for wad? -.-
act funny. lol

Yi camp is coming :D
rmb those day.. having fun with Acts 1 & Acts 5!? LOL
i mean the old Acts 2 :]

Rmb those days ,
At school, me, daryl,trevor ,wei jie & xiaoming kept shouting

GREEN TRIBE!

SUP!!

GREEN TRIBE!?!

SUP!!

EVERYBODY SHAKE IT OUT!!!~

SHHHHHHHHHh~h~h~hh~~~~~~h~h~~
*Every body shaking their hand in the air*

haha

A want ride in A380 & take pictures of e sun rise :]

2008-11-12T19:24:00.004+08:00

Okay, one word to describe.

SHOIK!!!!

flew up to 7000 feet High,
Had the ride almost 3/4 of singapore,
dint really went to Marina bay, singapore river. ETC,
But we can see those skyscraper from the view.
Saw Church Building & Church too. haha
Saw east coast park, but dint saw sentosa -.-

but overall
AWESOME!!!! :D

Life time experience!!!!

7000 feet high...
the cloud is like around 7500feet + high!?
it like the cloud is just above us. haha but cant touch ><
donno why they dint fly high also,
Chinook is able to hold 22+ ppl with the seats,
But 50+ ppl if squeeze tgt!!!!

Um..
Fokker 50 able to fly up to 13000Feet HIGH!!!
Where u can see those clouds, pretty sun :D
& ofcoz alot of air pressure too ><
(ear pain) LOL
lucky gt ear plug.

um..
C-130 Hercules

Around 8000feet ++
can see the clouds,
can hold up to 50- 60+ ppl, & even huge cargo! haha

Saw alot Apache & super puma flying around at the base.

kind of experience :D

There!!!

While flying

It Loud ><

Off we GO~

Looking forward next plane flight!

perhaps, A380!! :D

Cant wait for COC,
oh yeah.
it not wad Command of Control? or Control of Command?
it
Change of Command. haha
I think the Ncc Air RSM is stepping down,

cya ;D

shit, everything screw up..

2008-11-11T18:26:00.003+08:00

Opps, I've mixed up. lol
is tmr then go for my sbab course. LOL
Then it will be my first course on wearing No.3

with my staff rank.

See. i look so naked. -.- so little badge. lol

I wonder if The NCO ppl will get the Colours award.

gt to wake up at 6.30am tmr. -.- meet up at 7am.

oh yeah. did i mention something about COC?

I've been selected! :D

it called as the Command of Control? or Control of Command? -.-
i get to wear Number 1!! :D

don have the picture of it.

& cant take picture of it also!!
ZZZ
coz in hq cant have phone with us. zz

think when i gt the uniform i shall take picture of it & show u all! :D
haha

CHEH~

Alright. gt to polish my boots..
Cya

on yah..
btw.. the chopper im gona take looks like this :D

It called as - CH-47 Chinook.

Well, NCC isnt a CCA just having drill. there fun time too.
u know :]

this what i took during sec 1,

somehow the picture is small. -.-
(C-130 Hercules)

SEC2,
(Fokker 50)

Yeah, it more of experienced :]

wow, i sound like some Flight specialist or sth. haha

2008-11-10T11:22:00.003+08:00

AH-64D APACHE LONGBOW

I'm going for SBAB COURSE TMR!!
(Sembawang Airbase)
&
I'm gona ride on that Apache! :D

just KIDDING!

shld be rather interesting i think.
get to know more aircraft stuff, playing with simulators,
one step closer becoming a PILOT!

Well, i don plan to become a pilot also..
haha.
Though the salary might be high, but u cant stay close with your family ><
LOL

i want seoul garden again! tom yam! :D

blog again some other time..

go drink coffee~

2008-11-04T16:47:00.003+08:00

Seoul Garden :]

Some Random Picture :]
I Find it quite nice :]

17ppl watching HSM3!!?
ahaha..

Miss Wendy's wonderful effor :]
(Holiday Assignment)
She Draw 46 of it all by her self!!!
Worthy of praising her! :D

PDS??

NO PDS??

PDS??

NO PDS??

SOMEONE..

HELP ME.....

Tags Replied :]

ShiYing: hello? :]
Meilin: heyhey! LINK! :]
Zara: lol.. :]
Cynthia: Mummy! x3
Matthew: serious!? same birthday? wow. haha . well.. welcome to Acts 2 :]
Fydie: serious? lol.. i thought it mazda ._. leave your link!!! -.-
YH: lol.. haven teach me the strumming part. haha
Hongyi: No Prob! :D
Geyun: Don worry la! :D
YuLing: haha.. thank ya! :D
Amirul: Thank! :]
MingQian: oh.. alright :] take care!
JiaLi: haha.. okok :]

PDS`07

2008-11-02T12:31:00.001+08:00

I'm Tired...

Reply tags some other time..

Once again..

Happy Birthday Trevor,Kirby&Sergio :]

2008-10-28T12:38:00.002+08:00

FIRSTLY!

OR

SECONDLY!?

OR

THIRDLY!??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
TREVOR, KIRBY & SERGIO!! :D

We gona eat our buffet tmr at causeway! woo!!

Well..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TREVOR,KIRBY,SERGIO~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~ :D

Well..
basically im rotting at hme alrdy..

well..

I start to pick up on guitar again..

my finger are burning now ><

I want see my dreams being Accomplished..

Woo!

Cya.. going guitar again..

Well.. I've alrdy master the picking for e song just within 1day! :D
(less than that actually -.- )
well. my finger are buring ><

Next up..
Basic up my Power Chords! :D

Hillsong ( Breakfree)

This is easy (:

( In The Valley By The Sea) (break free)

This is hard.. -.-

There still alot of stuff for me to learn! ><

2008-10-26T21:59:00.004+08:00

It Holiday "ALREADY!??!?!?"

I don ENJOY MY HOLIDAY -.-

IT SUCKS!

I've been start to rot in my hse alrdy..

I want school again..

& CCA..

I Miss the NAs!

I MISS SCHOOL!!
I MISS SCHOOL!! I MISS SCHOOL!!
I MISS SCHOOL!! I MISS SCHOOL!! I MISS SCHOOL!!
I MISS SCHOOL!! I MISS SCHOOL!!
I MISS SCHOOL!!
I MISS SCHOOL!!
I MISS SCHOOL!!
I MISS SCHOOL!!
I MISS SCHOOL!!
I MISS SCHOOL!! I MISS SCHOOL!!

All those time.. when we were having fun..
so fast..
it like a blink..
One Year has came & GONE?!!?
It Just too fast..
Within This 1 year..
So Many thing happened..
Too many..
Yet.. it seems that everything is going so fast?

I want everything to go back again..
go back to the past..

I love them! :D

THE 2 NAs

3/2 & 3/3

3/3 ( Not full attendance)

Next year..

I'm sure ..

WE'LL BE SEPARATED ...

&

I DON WANT IT..

T_T

2008-10-24T22:22:00.004+08:00

I did my best for EOY.
Yet my mum said that it not good..
Not even one compliment or sth..
During the period of Examination, i study like mad la
mug so so so hard..
gt 2As end up get nagging instead..
tsk..

Today my mum was sick ..
so worried for her..
what if one she die??

die....?

die..??

Without knowing any detailed about Jesus Christ?
Except for just going to Church all sat long..

Sometimes i'm thinking..

What my purpose..

Serve Christ? or Happy go luck?

im just wondering..

hm..
I've beem asking myself..
shld i go PDS this year?
Next year is my N lvl alrdy..
I know it gona be hard or sth..
actually..
frankly speaking..
I don feel commited in serving PDS somehow..
Frankly speaking..
No Offence ( preventing any mis-understandings)

I still don get it..
why im been kick out of PDS last year..
i find it rather dumb ..
seriously..
what wrong with smiling?
is there anything wrong with smiling while performing or sth..?
because of smiling so .. im been kick out of the squad?
It funny really..
why dont they turn it around?
that it's okay to smile..
I mean don keep smile like what la.. ( u know what i mean)
but it like..
smile if can la..
then those ppl who dint smile during performing or sth..
QUESTION THEM!
right!?
If u're happy while performing , U'll smile right?
Not laughing on the spot while performing ofcoz..
right?
logical what..

but now...

I've that fear inside me now..
thinking hard whether I shld join..
hai~

well.. Somehow ..
my mum told me to join (:
She said: don mind trying again..
Once u have fall, stand up & continue running the race coz U still have a long way to go.
it better for U to go back
to the squad, rather than following ppl not going back to
the squad.. Coz U're a Staff Sgt now.. U MUST set a Good EXAMPLE (:
yeah..
First time see my mum talk in a so OPTIMISTIC way..
AHA (:

But yeah.. i don want go for e training..
then last day.. kena kick out..
that feeling is not nice :(

Sometimes im wondering what my mum is thinking abt.
hm..

This video nv fail to make me laugh. worth watching it! ahah

Rusell peter -Now he's talking about y parents should beat their kids! SERIOUSLY gotta watch it!

Russell Peters Indian Vs Chinese

Russell Peters - Gay Indians

Russell Peters Outsourced Terrorist

2008-10-22T13:19:00.009+08:00

nothing to talk about..
being cycling , xbox , dota, basketball, chill-out at night recently.. i think.
or perhaps lying on the bed listening to song..

i donno whether i shld be happy or sad?
it alrdy fortunate for me to promote .. yet..
I had this feeling that i fail my self?
i shld have do well during my mid-year..
i Shldnt been blinded...??

think of it..

Im the only one who is suffering...

cheated... for 2mth + ..

sometimes im wondering..

What God's plan for me [:

Action speaks louder than words...

What a beautiful lie in the beginning..

but i think i shld be happy?

coz i gt overall improve e most? i think .. that what miss seah said.

mid year class position = 40/43 -.-
Both Na Class = 71/91 ( -.-" xia suay! COVER~ )

EOY Class positon = 27/43 ( i still don like it. -.- i think i can get like 22- 24 those position 26,25,24 are like 1,2,3 mark more than me on overall ) -.-
EOT Both NA Class = 34/91 ( This one No NEED COVER! :D HAHA)

SO did i improve? ahaha

on the way of kranji

singapore

malaysia ( stupid car block my view -.-)

Went all e way , but cant cycle inside :(

So change plan, cycle to dono what sea side base?

cemetery road.. ( first 10min)
at 19-21km/h?

3min ltr. (daryl caught up)

5min ltr

10min ltr

finally a exit ._. ( dam tiring -.-)

then cycle back to sunshine..

start cycling at 12.. end at 4+

total distance = 45km+ ( -.-")

Overall conclusion = super tiring! -.-

went to this bicycle shop. forgt e name.
alot of bike cost 1k+ -.-
ofcoz i don intend to buy one exp one..

I think this polygon suits me :]

i help sergio to get a super exp
torch at $89.90 for 20 BUCK! :D
haha..
He really own me something! haha
it like $70 discount . haha

At Malaysia..

i think i gona buy the shade .
i think it called the
SPY. (LOL)

i don want my dnt (REM thing) clash with my SBAB COURSE!! ><
i want go that course!! then i would get a chance to fly on a chopper!?
i think. hahaha
still rmb.
Sec 1 - fly on C-130?
SEC2 -Fokker 50
Sec3- ???
Sec 4 - Ah-64D Apache Longbow ? ( i donno is it 64D or sth-.- )
but it impossible la! hahaha.
maybe i can just dream abt it. hahah

Tags replied :
Abi : haha . think i gona promote if nt wrong! :D jia your for your O!! :D
YuLing: LOL. why must 交学费 one.?? haha. u one teach me for 45min?
Cheng: haha. how your result? i really donno what to buy what bubble tea mah -.- haha
Zara: o.O??? ZARA~~??
Farah- erm not bad ! :D haha. how about yours!? :D
AMIRUL: EH.. YEAP! :D haha. same group during spec course,
if nt wrong.. hadi & novell is in the same group too right? :D haha
Geyun: LINK YA SOON! :D
Mingqian: hmm.. very hard to say one wad. if u put in your best effort i believe u can do well too.
when there is a will, there is a way :]

yeah.. i think ..
today alot ppl dint went for school coz gt spot check -.- ahah.
well.. i dint pon because of spot check okay!? -.- i very guai one. haha
yeah.. so i think my class will be having less than 15 ppl?
then 3/2 less than 20?
Both NA Class = 30+ out of 91 ppl? LOL

2008-10-14T16:31:00.002+08:00

Post a fast one.. & off I go!

to sleep. -.- (pig) lol

@&^@%!#!%@!^!@

All my mid-year result pull my EOY MARK DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@&^@&#*%!^!!!!
i gt 34 for chem! 1 more mark to A2 -.-
( Found total of 7careless mistake = 7mark -.- , 34+7=41!!!)
Dint expect Physic to score well..
i score 37/50? unexpected -.- heh.
i pull in so much effort in Chem & end up gt lower marks than physic. -.-
well.. overall.. mid year pull me down.. gt 61..
hai~ LOL

seriously.. My EOY DID alot alot better than my MYE -.-

i don want retain.. really...
haven got my dnt marks..
my english.. ... ... ...
because of MYE.. Overall - 48/100
*SPEECHLESS*
how to promote la ._.
really.. really... speechless.........

Overall still,

Thank God :]

Tags replied! :]

Melvin: Hao lian liao la~ *fling hair* LOL. my 2 As gone.. -.- stupid Mye
ChangYen: yeah. hope so ><
Cheng: bubble tea~ LOL
GeYun: hey hey! Thank.. U too! :]
YuLing: thank uh! for teaching me! x]
Abi: Teehee! i can alrdy enjoy my holiday~ :D
Z4R4: ok la ok la. sound so sad. haha. not prank la.. present can? -.- haha
Daryl: Old CCK road is a super long stretch road uh -.-
Hafizah: don talk to me~ Cheh! can u get your any subject of yours to be lower than my marks? -.-
3mao: haha. ofcoz u're nt the one who's taking the exam wad that why say study good -.-
yeah.. go mad -.-

Pictures.. on the next post!

Sleep~ it drizzling~

Thank you God :]

2008-10-09T22:05:00.003+08:00

$*&^#$*%@#^%@# ( ==")

My CHEM GT 33/50...

TO AT LEAST GET a A2 MUST HAVE 35/50

AND I GOT 33/50 BECAUSE OF MY STUPID CARELESS MISTAKE!!!

IF NT BECAUSE OF MY CARELESS MISTAKE!?!

I COULD AT LEAST GET A 38/50!!!!
(coz i count how many careless mistake i made.. ==")

I TAUGHT MELVIN CHEM BEFORE THE DAY OF CHEM EXAM

& HE GT 38.5/50....

IT SO UNFAIR.... -.-"
(stupid careless mistake!!)

well..

what has happened alrdy happened..

Good job bro :]

well.. All i want is to promote to sec 4.. nothing more.

I just wana get to SEC4!

Cant AFFORD to retain.. T_T

LOOKING FORWARD FOR MY PHYSIC RESULT~
I THINK I WILL GET 25/50? OR MAYBE EVEN BETTER!? XD

Hopefully i do well for my physic & combine human , pass my english & chinese..
Dnt & math.. no hope.. -.-

Tags replied ^^

Abigail- HAHA! someone still need to mug hard for HER O'LVL? :p haha
MinWei- LOL. same la. still is bike. can ride can liao. haha
Z4R4- well.. maybe i shld advise u not to prank ppl anymore.. coz it a waste of time.. haha

p.s - Must promote to Sec 4!

2008-10-09T02:08:00.004+08:00

It 2:10am alrdy & i cant sleep -.-

Well..
My Exams are Overrrrrrrrrr~~ :D

Sleep for the whole afternoon & now i cant sleep -.-

3mao dota-ing
Min Wei - Afk-ing
Me - zuo bo -.-
cant possible play guitar at mid-night. lol

My sis went Genting, nt wrong if she coming back tmr :D

I found that God really bless my family!

My dad could win lucky draw a few time? -.-
My Mum Tend to get some product from her workplace..
My sis buy 4D first time gt 1st price.. -.-
Then me?
Get Scolding only!! -.-

I must promote so Sec4 no matter what.
I can do it! :D

I did too badly for my Mye..
If i cant promote..
I'll be 2X more harkworking than ever before!?
I'll try very hard!

okay.
i go play x box. -.-

Cya!

sometimes..
I misses the time when we were msging..

2008-10-04T00:09:00.004+08:00

It 12:10 am now..
Should be revising
I must score well for Chem, Geog & dnt.
I think i gona flunk my math coz of stupid Algebra.
I just suck at it. -.-
But im super good at trigo okay..
well. trigo is nv hard actually. LOL

shall post some picture before going into revision again..
unlike me.. -.- aha.

Min wei's EX wife.. LOL
i can take photo while cycle okay. pro right?
Er..
how come gt one orange & blue nexus over here?

It blur -.-
Min Wei at the front. riding towards BPP to
meet the others, it around 5.45 am?
cycling on around 24km/h i think :O

Shall End here..
Tmr it sat!!
i mean today? lol
communion..

I think cycling is fun :D
except for wearing that stupid helmet. -.-
but for safety precaution..

I still can rmb how i BUANG on the path-ment at butterfly ._.

Adidas shades are nice!
but it freaking exp. -.-
but i think it look nice on me! :D

2008-09-28T10:57:00.005+08:00

It 11am now?
my tuition starting at 12nn
And i dint even touch my tuition hw -.-
going choing liao. -.- haha
last min work :\

hm...

yeah..

Yesterday sermon was rather impactful to some particular person i think..
Talking About hope..
Hm..

Sometime i'm even wondering what e heck u are thinking..
hm..

mug mug mug..

this piece of motivating note is from zara?
During Mye

lol.. -.-

Sheila: Huning Study! :)

hm.. okay..

going choing my tuition hw.

Cya :]

WOOT! YI CAMP :D

TAG REPLIED -
DARYL : I DID SAY I WANT BIKE TO JURONG HILL BUT DID I MENTION OF BIKING UP JURONG HILL? :\
HAHA

2008-09-27T12:21:00.002+08:00

Nth to elaborate much..

I donno what im think now too..

Tags replied :]
Z4R4- Sun NU!!! why must disturb me uh? Spore gt so many ppl want must disturb me? -.-
YuLing- LOL. okay.. next time zara birthday we give that also.. see who the noob -.-
Daryl- It tariq's idea.. hackcare (-.-")
Changyen- LOL.. pattern pattern. -.- siao si ren. haha

Mug Mug Mug..

I just want exam end fast..
Get Promoted to Sec4
then..
then..
then..

countless wish..

I want bike to jurong hill :]

2008-09-21T15:36:00.004+08:00

EXAMS IS LIKE 4DAY AWAY? AND HERE I AM BLOGGING.. -.-

Well.. Actually..

Nothing to elaborate much ._.

Forcing myself to study._.

No Life.. -.-

lol...?

well..

Sermon about ytd was rather interesting than impactful..

hm...

really nothing to talk about..

oh yeah!!

Hazim!!! -.-
My Ex-Asm?
have been calling me
coporal Teo, -.-
then.. After Spec Course..
He called me Sergeant Teo. -.-"
So now?
He Call me Staff Teo -.-""""""""""""""""
LOL..
Rmb back then.. he was like some !@#$%^& (7letter word) haha
coz super strict?
so now.. they say the Seniors spec are Unit Top 5 *******( 7letterword) ._. haha
back to point...
He not that bad actually :D haha
I wonder where did he learn all those from? -.-
Army Daze??? -.-

Coporal Ong
Coporal : EH. Recurit! think what. gt appointment outside is it!? Switch off your pager &
DROP 10~
Recurit (AhBeng) - (Searching for 10cent) *Found* *Blow at the 10cent* *Throw it on the floor* LOL!!??
Coporal: Eh. Joker!! U think what? This is Genting HighLand Cashino is it? Drop 20!
Recurit: Searching for 20cent.. (-.-"")
One Indian Recruit: Eh dey! Drop 20 push up la! hahahah
Whole bunk ppl: LAUGH!!!
Coporal: *HAHAHAHA!!! very funny is it?All Drop 10.

OVERALL- LOL!!!

another funny one.. haha

Thank to Zara & WeiFeng.. -.-

Christmas Tree? LOL

Still not really use to Blue Hornet. haha

Farewell talk..

I think i post quite alot. -.- haha

Alright, I shall end it here.

Mug! ><

2008-09-12T21:36:00.003+08:00

Ok..

Before I turn in early or fall asleep rather?

I shall post first :D

Frankly speaking, I'm still in my Pt-Attire ._.
With Half of my Pe Short wet and made my wheelChair A BIG MOIST SPOT -.-
Due to the wheelchair absorbing my wet pe short. lol

Well.. I Stinkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! -.-"

yeah. back to point.

Sir Azril is leaving T_T

After His 7yr 9mth of Serving..

Kind of will miss him la ><
Not gay. -.-

But yeah.. This guy who watch u grow up till now..
yeah..
Unbearable to see him leave. ><

Well..
Sometimes when Something gt to go, really gt to go..

2008-09-10T00:43:00.003+08:00

friday is coming.
Maybe Azril is coming down..
hm..
maybe is his last farewell??
well..
let wait till see friday what happened :]

hm.. it 12.44am now..

somehow i cant sleep. ><

Flipping again.. All these Night.

Tags Replied :D

Shelia - LOL. speechless. -.- haha
x1a0ming- LOL.. dint really have fun. -.- hahah
YuLing-Yay!! pass out! :D nah. don want whole world. too much for me! Hahs!
Melvin- go msg her la. -.-
Cynthia- er.. er.. i forgt also. .>< aha. YanRu- oh okay thank haha :]
Cheng- Pass out! :D
Shelia- LOL. really really speechless. -.- haha
Grace- yeah.. everytime saw u outside.. hahs. exam is around the corner.. don always go out.. stay home study! like your bro! haha
Mildred- >______> anyhow.. -.-
Changyen- LOL. i gt triple promotion :D hahaha. bigger than some CSM? LOL
Fara- :O *shocked* haha. okay! jia you too!! all the best for your unit!! well, help me congrat to rassis for me.. haha :]
Farisa- Well thank Staff Sgt! :D
3mao- LOL. thank? haha..

THE END.

I wonder when i mean alot to you?

2008-09-07T12:07:00.007+08:00

(Guess what? )

...

...

...

...

(Drum Roll....)

...

...

...

...

...

...

(Here it Comes! :D)

[Drum Roll (Louder)]

...

...

...

...

...

...

...

...

TaDa!! :D

3 DAY Of Hell! & finally all my hardwork and effort paid off :]
Well, actually it not that hell but it much more strict & tough than spec course.
But somehow it seems to be fun to me somehow.. o.0?
Well, dint really have chance to shine much.
some of the IC are selfish to me in someway. -.-
Die Die dont give ppl chance. -.-" lol
But least I passed out :]
Heard from My PC that there some failure..
so yeah..
Praise God for Helping me along the way :]

So I had triple promotion?
From 3rd Sergent to Staff Sergeant.

Well, During this Senior Spec Course I'm not the very Outstanding one
but I'm Not worse one also.
Now I Get the meaning? Why? Scolding? from Clts & Senior..
It all comes with a reason..

Why?

Some School's drill were not that good?
I can see that My Drills are better than them,
Including Alvin Ho, Shu Jun, Ruzanna & farishia & Including the Part Cs as well :]
All of our drill beat them.
All thank to the Clt & senior for teaching & drilling us..

Well, who the clt I mean?
I dont mean to be biased or sth, all other Clt did their Job too :]

But This post is specially delicated to Sir Azril :]

Hope He happend to past by my blog & read this post (:

Actually He is going for Ns next week?
I really super super want to thank Him!!
I remember all those time he scold me, hulimate me just to cheer up pds people
after their long tiring day.
He always wanted the good standard of drills,
And now as a Senior Spec I finally undertand what he mean by that.
When I was Sec 1 as Part A, Sec 2 as Part B dont really like him much,
coz he is very strict & fierce.
But after joining Pds, I get to know Ncc ppl , Clts More! & better..

Well, All these thing is Indescribable.

Well, I think because of the 5 of Staff,
He came this Senior Spec Course as a Instructor/ Clt
just for us & the others?
Because this is His last Ncc Course before going to Ns.

So After passing Out Parade, Met all with the 4 of them & meet up the Clt at the gate.
Had a little conversation.
While memorble thing was that
I took out my lanyard & ask Him to wear for Me.
I was about to teared but i dint..
Frankly speaking..
I was tearing on the inside..

Think of it, U might think im too dramatic but think of it
This guy who watch u grow up for 3years.
Having Fun & laughters together..
Bonding together..
Trying His best just to bond each of the Cadets Together & see the Unit
Soaring to A Greater Height.

I had once disappointed him because of Christianity Stuff,
However I just wanna thank Him so much for even forgiving me &
letting him see my fullest potential which able me

NOW

BECOMING A BETTER PERSON WHO CAN BE LIKE HIM,
WHO CAN IMPACT PEOPLE'S LIFE
&
BEING A PC

I don know what the future it like,
Maybe more & more people will hate me, dislike me?
or
Having A huge group of people who play a big Rols & part of My life?

I dont know.

I don know what im saying, but yeah..
all this thing it what My heart been pondering me to say..
wanted to tell u personally yesterday at the gate
but was too shy to say.. -.- haha

Well..

Some Things are just indescribable..

THANK YOU :]

I will do my best to Bring the Cadets to a Higher Level..

THERE!
This picture paints a thousand word..

&
The Smiles from everyone paint a life (:

Do drop by Our School if can :]

2008-09-03T19:25:00.006+08:00

Hey Hey!!

Sound so gay. -.- lol

yeah. My senior spec gona start in less than 24h and i haven even start to pack my bag. :\

I gt a feeling that it gona be hard! >< But something tell me that i can do it. :]

so.. yeah.. I'll do my best! & leave God to the Rest! :D

yeah.. gona pack my bag.. cant msg for 3 day. -.- I will miss my phone, bed, com.. etc.. alot thing.. -.- so yeah.. sat when i pass out..

Be it W/O lanyard or rank I'm still gona praise Him! :] so yeah.. cya on sat! I'll be going for service right after my pass out on sat, around 4-5 plus? >< so do miss me yeah!? :D

Tags replied! :]

YuLing(NuEr)- hahs, okay. cya on sat! :D treat me sth if i pass out as staff SGT with lanyard okay!? xD

Cheng- wad loser. -.- LOL. nth actually haha. well.. thank for those motivation & encouragement! appreciate alot! thank bro. :]

Abigail - LOL! step down.. i think coz u ball picker than why cant wait to step down right? I know I know! hee! xD haha. see! updated! :D wish me all the best! :D

ChangYen- LOL. shld i thank for your motivation? LOL. k la. thank you! -.- haha

Denise - heyhey! :] cya in church soon.. yeah? :]

3mao - ADIDAS! :] Da'ben brother! LOL. same birthday somemore! lol

lywei(thesatsatone)- LOL. thank bro. -.- haha.. woah. satsatone.. actually i thought is sudsudone? LOL!! thank bro.. for all those encouragement.. think of YI CAMP. the
encouragement card u wrote for me is FUNNY! LOL

Abigail - updated!! ball picker! xDDD

CYA ON SAT!! :D

BYE BYE!

P.S - I say Huning U say Jiayou!! :D

2008-09-01T19:43:00.003+08:00

I'm dead , I'm dead , I'm dead.

Everything go wrongly.

Hope i wont get scolded for all those stuff..

sigh.

Fast, Pray, Seek.. ><

2008-08-31T12:10:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELTON!! :D
BIRTHDAYBOY!

This guy who watch me grow up, cheering me up when everytime i gt problems.
sharing each other problems though most were from me. -.- haha
yeah.. wish him all the best in his studies, his drum and many many more. :]

yeah. watch WALL.E. overall movie 4/5?
super cute la.
when the kiss. gt spark one. LOL
overall still okay. haha
suitable for couple to watch. hahs.

3more day to senior spec. super fast..
4,5,6. end at sat.

I say HunIng
You say JiaYou!

Huning!
Jiayou
Huning
jia you!
Huning!
Jiayou Jiayou jiayoU!! :D

2008-08-24T21:07:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YULING, QI EN, FILBERT! :D

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO NESH , CHARLOTTE & WEIFENG!

Today's my XIAO PANG'S BAPTISM DAY! :D

So proud of my nuer. haha . i sound like she really my nuer. O_O
haha. yeap.. though something happened today.. when she supposed to be happy..
smiling.. etc.. yeah.. no matter wad.
i wana let her know that
I'm always there for her! :]

picture time..
er.. it gt all mixed up? (why don try looking the photo from the bottom scrolling up?) O_O

HEE! NO.4

No.3

No. 2

Me. picture no.1.
Melvin press the "burst mood" too slow. -.-

Picture no.4 (O_O)

Picture no.3

Picture no.2

Melvin. *PICTURE NO.1
(using burst mood)

Geoffrey is gay, he can jump super high! -.-

Here are some photo.. scroll it up might make the picture look nice. :]

I think that someone will stare at this photo for very very long ar.
=x

Picture of the week! (Shelia! :D)

LOL

okay.. that all.
tmr gt school again..
sian. -.-

Qt then Lalaland :]

2008-08-21T17:48:00.003+08:00

seniors spec coming..
& im having a slight sore throat. -.-"

pray that it will be healed!
i cant shout well with a sore throat man..
u know what i mean.. ><

going out study soon..
waiting for some "WOLS" ppl msg. haha
nth to elaborate much..

that all.. THE END! :D

I miss those times when we were tgt..

I miss them :]

hm...
Melvin? Dinesh? Lywei? Sergio? Trevor? Daryl? Xiao Min? WeiJie?
Zhi Ting? Kirby?Qi En?
hm..
yeah..
they play a big part of my life :]

I'll wait forever until we meet
You're one in a million
The right one for me..

2008-08-20T21:46:00.008+08:00

SENIOR SPEC IS COMING!!
4-6sep.

went hq just now for senior spec briefing..
went thr for 45min? & go home.. ? ._.
went all the way to yck, told some ppl i went to amk. -.-
Mixed up! -.-
Pastor Daniel: Tell the person beside u, say "Mixed up. " LOL
well..
starting when reach MPH, i saw no one I know. -.-
but only Alvin went around shaking hand, coz of spec course & freestyle drill Comp
people.
but when we were about to go.
I saw All my Spec Course Platoon people!! :D
TYPHOON OIE~~
*woo! * :D

so it my turn, went around shaking hand..
though i forgt almost all of their name..
guess what? they still rmb mine. ._.
this what all the ppl called me. ._. It goes like that..
HunIng?
Honey!!!
swiss cottage Usm- HONEY BEAR!!!! LOL!
glad luh.
hopefully we can get into the same platoon again! Hee! :D

I miss spec course somehow..
though we get some scolding..
I rmb those fun time we had tgt..
Laughters & joy. haha
each of us kept snatching to become the Ic of the group..
but end up me being the IC. haha.
it fun..
i just miss spec course.. & Rompin ofcoz!

Miss Rasis(zhenghua sec) Joke! LOL

oh yeah.. he was selected for the senior spec!! :D
hope i get in the same platoon with him..
then get to be like some joker again. haha

Oh yeah..

I've been bullied?
by shelia.. -.-
She've been calling me "Favourite Boy!!!" all the way..
in class.. Canteen, pe... just know that she kept calling me that.
Super pai seh la. ><
but something happened..
but nvm.. im stil gona make her smile again.. no matter what it takes! :D
hahaha!

Im going broke soon man..
all my saving go to ppl birthday.. -.-
hopefully i get sth next yr.
if nt i wont be helping ppl buy present liao. -.-
everytime i give idea.. end up own one don have.
wtgay.. -.-

Elton's cool phone. -.- (touch-ed screen)

Nice right? future photographer mah
Cheh!

Gay?

Rompin!

Outstanding?

Mass photo shots. :D

Zara's melted ice cream. -.-

it been long.. since i ever saw i sunrise.

I MISS ROMPIN! ><

I'm starting to get worried..

2008-08-17T22:05:00.003+08:00

I'll get over it soon..
Real soon..
I'll overcome it!!!
Real soon..

It may be hard for me..

But I'll start from small..

I don care what people say..

I'm giving it all that I've.... :]

The Right One", by Stellar Kart.
-Expect the Impossible.

Lyrics-
It's time to say goodbye
Mistreated one too many times
Mistakes that I have made
Along with these tears will fade
Away in time
Some day I'll find

The right one
My own shooting star
That someone
Who won't break my heart
And I'll wait forever until we meet
You're one in a million
The right one for me

It's time to start again
Pick up the pieces and begin
I don't need anyone
To tell me what I should become
I want more
I'm still waiting for

Say hey for the one in a million
Say hey for the one that's right
Say hey for the one in a million
Say hey for the 1 2 3 4

Once bitten Twice Shy..
Never again..
I'll fall for the same thing..
Again..

I've whole lot of Brothers, Sisters & friend.. out thr..
supporting me..

Some day I'll find

The right one
My own shooting star
That someone
Who won't break my heart
And I'll wait forever until we meet
You're one in a million
The right one for me

p.s: I know what I'm doing & saying.. don't you worry about that.. :]

2008-08-15T23:09:00.007+08:00

This year NCO council for year 2008

USM: Shu Jun
ASM:Ruzanna

PC:Alvin Ho
PC:Farisha
PC:Hun Ing

Kinda shock & unexpected to become a Staff SGT/PC.

Let's do our part and Bring Unity Ncc(Air) Soar to a Greater Height. [=

yeah. That all.

me and jesus-stellar kart
off of we can't stand sitting down

lyrics

When there's nowhere else to turn
All your bridges have been burned
Feels like you've hit rock bottom
Don't give up it's not the end
Open up your heart again
When you feel like no one
Understands where you are

[chorus]
Someone loves you even when you don't think so don't you know you got
Me and Jesus by your side through the fight you will never be alone on your own you got me and Jesus

After all that we've been through
Be now you know I've doubted too
But everytime my head was in my
Hands you said to me
Hold on to what we got
This is worth any cost so
Make the most of life
That's borrowed
Love like there's no tomorrow

That's all..
Night..
CYA [=

I'll try my very best...

2008-08-10T14:45:00.003+08:00

yeah, back to post. [=

friday- 8/8/08

was having ndp on tt day,
everything turn out well except during pds..
but this year, all the sec 1/2 like act mature ._.
stand there. hand put in pockets .. etc..
if they are nt interested, they shldnt come, can go buy mc then don come school de mah.
spoil the whole atmosphere during the ndp mass dance thingy. wtgay. =.="

back to point.
I'm the only one without glove ._.
forgt to bring my glove and before the performance i was asking ppl for glove
guess what.. they rejected.
ARGH!
shall nt elaborate much, in-case of any further un-desire misunderstanding happened.
You know what i mean. (:

well, i look somesort of outstanding cadet uh -.-
without glove, after the performance lots LOTS LOTS of ppl kept asking me why no glove ._.
Somesort of pissed off after the performance..
thank to alvin ho, shelia , weifeng & felicia?
despite know that someone wanted to defend himself of the glove thingy,
alvin pull me aside & start encouraging me etc.. feel alot better. (:
but that anger was still there,
then shelia, weifeng & felicia? wanted take photo with me :x
they went all the way to ncc room just to find me, was kinda shocked.
yeah. force myself to smile, thank to sheila! lol
slowly, my anger went away (:
took some photo with the girls
& went to filane (donno hw spell :x) which was the mass ug grp dance :D
great thank to them who actually wanted take photo with me,
it really makes my day :D

After the dancing thingy, went slacking..
soon alot ppl took photo with me.. :X ahaha
& alvin ho , trevor also. LOL
the malay girl keep say we hot stuff. LOL
hua chi~~~~

ohya. during the pds performance,
i dint even did one cock-up. Praise the Lord! :D
the music was really loud la which unable every pds ppl to hear it :(
but nvm, we did a great job! :D
we took 4 week to come out with stuns & formation consider quite good liao.
G -double-O- D
J-O-B
GOOD JOB GOOD JOB! :D

WOO!

9/8/08

i gt cheated. ._.
nt me alone, i think almost 60% singaporean've been cheated!
by wad?
by the national day parade thingy. lol?
dint notice?
during the parade, it was drizzling.
those air-born , water-skit will be canceled because of the weather.

Then this morning my cousin( parade PDS) everything that show on the tv was the video
a week before ndp or sth recorded down. LOL
coz of wet weather, some stuns been canceled,
don believe go check your self.
Before the airborn, marina bay was drizzling..
then when it airborn, the ground is nt even wet & the weather was sunny.
U've been cheated~~~
ahahaha! :x

THAT All .
go study liao~

i'll post ndp picture on my next post.

CYA. (:

It was a beautiful lie in the beginning..

2008-08-08T21:57:00.003+08:00

yeah, everything is over.
I've been like a idiot for a mth or more?
& no one even told me what had happened?

It's not days or week..
It's month,
or More than a month..

How would i feel then?

Forgive.... Forget....?

i'm still controlling...

my emotions.....

I need sometime to be alone..

who've bike?
Want bike with me?
prefer Night time :]

Understanding
Needs
Come
Within
Experience..

2008-08-03T23:02:00.004+08:00

yeah, in the past i used to be a stubborn kid. I dint really cherish everyone whom i know much, except for some of my friend whom i usually hang out with. Soon i found out this particular girl like me through the connection of my friends, soon we became friend but all i know was that i dint really cherish her much but i invited her to my birthday party, when i was p6. 4-5day after my birthday.. she pass away, she drown into the pool in her relative's condo. I regret for not giving her much of my attention & even caring, so during that week everytime when i look at the news they would show her picture on the television & i teared everytime i saw her on the television or her class photo. Soon, i came into Unity, melvin shared the gospel to me and My Life had change radically( totally upside down) eversince i accepted Christ. Times i'll be having tough time facing problem but that particular friend of mine was still there for me, times i feel upset He'll always be there for me and when i'm happy He would always double or even triple up my joy! And i know He'll never leaves me.. That particular person is Jesus (=
I've learn to curb the habit of scolding vulgarities and start loving the people around me. I found my true purpose in my life, which is to bring salvation to my loves one, bringing Jesus into the lives of the people around me and those who needs Him.
Without Jesus, i wouldn’t be here today sharing my story with you. Would you give Him a chance to change your life?

Tag replies [=

Cheng- LOl. yeah.. still gt 4-3 more ndp training. tiring~ ><
z4r4- wad sia. ._. i dint make fun of your coy tee, & u make fun mine.. ><
Melvin- okay. i feel like swimming also. lol
WanTing- UPDATED! xD okok.. i'll charge my phone and sent u the WHOLE planetshaker album. haha
Abigail- yalo. bledding armpit. ._. next time don wear it infront of u liao xD hahaha ABIIIIIIII~~~
NAME- lol.. okay.. nw no more timing liao. so don worry. lol
Jeff- thank for tagging.. S****** xD
aryenti- erm. yeap. over alrdy. 18/3/93 (:
YuLing- LOL. i want be pacer~ >< so fun. haha.
Hafizah- aiyo, Pc cheering for me seh~ shld i feel honour? Cheh! haha
Geyun- okay.. link ya soon. [= cya
Tiana- okok.. link ya soon! :D
Vanessa- i don want link stalker!! =\ kidding! okok.. link ya soon. [=
z4r4- yeah thank to u.. laugh so loud when i shout the timing. -.- because u laugh thats why i shout *Turn only.. thank alot uh sun nu. -.-
JunJie- haha.. okok! next time go play again! :D haha.. coz last time i gt play CS de. (:

Eversince after she pass away, I've start cherish people whom i love & like, not because i dint give up when u told me to but because of my that particular friend which made me stands up & care more for u. But Somehow u dint really see me how much i cherish u, always had lots of msg in draft wanting to sent to u but scare that u'll be irritated but guess it over. i've even doubted u more and more somehw..

Till now, sometimes i would just think about her, all those flashback memories sometimes bring me laughter & sorrow.

Cya [=

Christian - Christ = ian
I'm a Christian.. without Christ, I Am Nothing

2008-07-21T21:06:00.002+08:00

just came back from NDP.

hm...
first training..
*mute*
cannot say anything.. ltr kena whack. >< lol

hm.. hafizah Parade Commander .
I'll support her! xD
same goes to xiao ming! xD

hm...

hm...

hm...

I'm the timer for NDP.. .. ..
WOO!!!
BIG THANK TO LOPEZ!! (RSM)
haha.. ><
A Big Chance to shine again..
though it don add any point or mark to become pc.
but yeah. i just enjoy it luh..

but some ppl still say cant hear me..
trying find problem.. ._.
even i can hear my own eco- voice lo.. ._. lol

going study~~~ Geog test on wed.. super nt enough time~~

Abigail~~~~
keep making fun of my NCC spec shirt..
wad ..
bleeding armpit.. ._.
LOL

okok..

after studying..
QT..
Then off to Lalaland! [=

hm...
Actions speak louder than word..
Show me..
Proof to me that u've change for the better..
that what ppl say it's wrong..
Proof..
show..
Give me your best.. .. .. (:

2008-07-20T10:58:00.003+08:00

My weekend gt stolen by school ._.
dumb dance la. especially e bolly-wood dance. lol
But end up winning also. haha

Best Clas -3/2
Overall Crowd pleaser - 3/3 - alot ppl were dancing behind. lol
Costume- 3/7

After Hut went CG,
i miss some fun game.. awww
lol
service was kinda impactful..
integrity uh..
well..
Standing beside Elton was super fun luh.
especially e when praise.. Z3 played e *Free*
Both of us kept look at Wai Kiat drum skill. haha
well.. elton is learning that *Free* drum beat.
Maybe someday i'll go his house play his drum! :D
then wack the drum hard hard!!
step the Bass Drum Hard Hard!
till it gt a hole! :D
KIDDING!!! lol. ltr kena whack by him only.

i miss my adidas watch. ><
& now i have Elton's white watch with me..
my Mum called me White Power Ranger this morning.. ._.
lol

had a heavy breakfast just nw.
going have my tuition ltr at 12nn
everytime last min tell me gt tuition.
don feel like going..
but must go.. -.-

I gave away my NDP ticket... ... ... .. !!!!!! -.-"
to my cousin friend.. lol
nvm. i can attend YI prayer meeting also. haha

Racial Harmony finished..
left with PDS & NDP..

hm... i shall end my word here..

Cya!

White ranger.. -.-"

i gt this 3 song stuck in my head. lol

NDP - PDS Song
Italobrothers vs Tune Up - Colours of The Rainbow.mp3 - italobrothers vs tune up

Me & Elton Favorite song. LOl
Free - Planetshakers

& the chori chori one.. but i cant find. ._. lol

White ranger.. lol

2008-07-13T10:39:00.010+08:00

hm.. nth to elaborate much abt this few days in-fact, week..

i just so did enjoy myself ytd.

ex-clud e rehearsal thingy,

had a little march, with shujun, zhi ting, alvin ho, hafiz, faris ..
though we dint have any drill among ourself but we still have our standard :D

One Solid bang,
Arms Lock,
Perfect C&C
Shout Our Ncc Cheer Out LOUD,
which could rock the whole hall with only 6 ppl..
How powerful was that?! :O

Had Nubien Gents in the late afternoon..

& went pool with Trevor, Daryl, Qi en & Xiao Ming
talk abt some stuff..

hm...
let me ask..

How many Brother u've in this world?
who always be thr for u no matter wad,
even times u fail..?
u disappoint them?
They're still thr for u..
How many are thr outside in this world..
walking the race with u??

when u say that relationship is sth u cant play with..

So what's that?
that u did?
u do,
wad u've done..

do u know how i've Cherish that relationship?
that we have.. ?

How Optimistic I am..

84th! (:

Random.

Random.

Hafiz stalking at the GB. lols

some old random picture..

She made my day.. (:

Though it kinda super belated.. ._. haha

But, it's the thoughts that count! (:

A Spastic one!!

I Would always rmb this picture!
they made my day.. [=

Yu Ling. lol

Somehow.. I like this picture alot! i took it ytd morning..

I took this at ytd evening.. saw one stream line of "AfterBurner"?? (:

Maybe I'm Born photographer! Cheh! xD

How God had bless me with this 2 scenery that i took..
it just look perfect! which really made my day [=

I know it nice! so feel free to copy paste & set it as your desktop bg,
Maybe u copy it & put it in some of your folder than set as desktop background,
so it wont be blur!
hahah!

So much for my happy ending~

oh yeah..

Ndp rehearsal was ytd, saw alot F-16 & chinook.

I getting my Ticket for NDP soon!! :D

2008-07-03T18:22:00.007+08:00

WOO.. this my 100th post. wols? haha
first of all.
still congrat shu jun becoming USM
& Ruzana becoming ASM (:
though it unexpected.. or we've already know long ago..
just hope.. we play apart well.. [=

hm.. i've gt nth to post abt.. -.-

ytd. i went cycling with my vertical shimano! :D
wanted to cycle to woodland.. to chill-ed myself.. * tou tou fong* LOL
then it started dizzling. when i reach yt.
& it gt bigger..
& bigger..
& ... CHOING AR!!! lol
i think i speed up to 34-39km/h..
choing past this *ang mong* lol
seeking for shelter.. saw lim bang.. *ZAM e back brake*
i skid 5-6m as the floor is wet. Scarryyyyyyyy ._.
so u-turn back to the traffic thr, the ang mong came to the traffic also.
he told me *CHILLED-OUT!* with the ang mong slang~
then i was like.. xia suay~ lol.

nth to elaborate much.

over due picture.. ><

Hisham with coporal rank. LOl

Vertical Shimano (:

Tiana & hafiz . haha

woO!

Pipper Warrior II

Random

who e fan star wars? o.0

Zaki's Favorite!

Kirby, Daryl & Trevor

SPECIALIST! (;

Daryl

Me! xD

lol

wad a over due picture.. lol

some poser took the same photo as mine. =\

NO.8!!

BIRTHDAY BOY!!!

Happy Belated to my Bro - GQ!
Pray that God'll sent him a flood gate of blessing! (:

1. When will the sun not shine & when will the world end ?
Soon.. End Time is coming..

2. What you want the most now ?
Salvation for my love one..

3. Do you believe in after-live ?
Nope. once u die, either up or down.. For Eternally..

4. Do you hate your friends do something behind you ?
Nope. Why shld I? (:

5. When do you wish to die ?
God know.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain ?
yeap.. (:

7. What impossible things you would wish to do ?
Becoming 7th pc of unity sec. & my 4 th time flying in the sky again in ncc (:

8. Describe the person who tagged you.
Hazimah? she nice. (:

9. Have you broken someone's heart that she/he tried to commit suicide ?
no..

10. What feeling do you love the most ?
tt feeling lo. lol

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half ?
wad kind of question is this? ._.

12. What feelings do you hate the most ?
cheated..

13. Do you cherish every single friendships of yours ?
like duh. (:

14. Is there anything you're looking forward in the next few weeks ?
A answer im looking for..

15. What do you think is th most important thing in your life ?
God, Family, friends..

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you ?
My love one..

18. who do you wish to see most now?
hm.. wad do u think? lol

19. What's the current wish you want now ?
Get good result for Eoy & a improved my guitar skill.. (:

Removed 1 question from above .
& than tag 8 person to do it.

OK! DONE! ._.

i hate it.. when u show me your another side of u..

2008-06-15T11:48:00.003+08:00

UNITY OIE~

Miss the camp. LOL

Haven been posting since I came back from the sec3 camp. =X

Yeah, I’ll be posting a long post coz i donno when it the next time I’ll post. ._.

26,27,28, of May. (Gold Wing) ._.

Meet with victor early in e morning.. around 5:50am?

Train-ed kranji , wait for syed & hafiz, then train-ed t tohpayoh.

Everytime they say will wait for everyone, end up they go first. =.=

Ate breakfast at mac then bus-ed t Air Force School.

Everyone did ‘surrender’ their handphone. (:

Fall in, march to lecture hall, some school standard “VeryGood”. :x

Almost Everyone fall asleep during the lecture. ._. but I dint. xD haha

Had almost 6h of lecture for 1,2 day, food was ok but I wonder next time army hw the food gona be like..? ._.

3^rd day test.

Just within that 3day, so many thing happened…

29of May.(Night)

Meet up with Melvin, had a little chat then “Dinner”(supper). Lol

Coz slept the whole day, coz too tired because of Gold wing. ._.

Melvin’s dad n mum came. Had a little chat then went off,

Both of us saw this boy kena “bully” by this ah beng?

Tt ah beng took his bicycle n ride it around, tt poor kid was shouting all the way.

Both of us was laughing. :x

Sound so bad .. lol

Wanted t help but scare ltr end up kena bully also. lol.

Yeah, sat down n enjoy-ed e show.. =X

Sat down & talk again, home sweet home at 12.30am, (:

30ofMay

Should be going to RADICAL CONFERENCE!! Someone pull me to sentosa. ._.

Next time I wont exchange anything for Radical Conference. =_=”

I think everyone enjoy their 1stday at Radical Conference.. ._.

31of May

Weeeeeee~~ RADICAL CONFERENCE!! Had awesome speaker which was Pastor preston for the 2^nd day.

Did a lot dumb stuff. ><>

Some funny stuff happened.. xD

Pastor preston – Point to his right

All e Guys : MY G-O-D

Pastor preston – point to his left

ALL e Girls: IS B-I-G!

Overall the guy still lose again.. ._.

No matter hw loud we shout , the girls still win. ._.

So fun, kept laughing with Elton they all, and do hand/body “shake shake” stuff. LOL

Did learn a lot from the RC though I miss out the 1^st day.

It a lesson to learn. ><

1-2 june camp

was supposed t be the 3IC, but end up a lot thing change,

I gt 2ic ._. . lol . Khad was the OIC so overall, conclusion – I can work well with Khad. (:

supposed t be a discipline camp but it almost end up becoming welfare camp, ._.

Did drills for the sec 1, for my grp nt bad uh.

Was having a short break for my grp, then donno Trevor or Kirby go shout

Baras Sedia. & Huning Sedia from the 3^rd floor ._.

Xia suay~~~ LOL

Overall for first day was kinda ok.. everything was going smoothly.

Praise God for that.. (:

On the night , most of us slept in cafeteria with the seniors, was super cold,

Then some dumby went switch on all the fan, and it like super super Colddddddddddd.._.

Around 5, went up hall with zhi ting t slp, super warm. Super nice. (:

Listen t music till around 5.15am.

Fadli, ahmad, alffifi? Came in hall.. they were having pt.

Super gay._. They start their morning pt at 4.30am, had a 11 round jog, ._. n some other stuff. Till they came in.. ask me whether wana join. I was like.. huh? ._. ( going doze off anytime) lol

Haven been training since nafa, same goes t the senior,

So join them, did some push up, etc.. then we did 1 sucide. =.=

Run , touch, run back, run, touch, run back, sprint!!

I was the last one ._. coz I cant even see the line in the hall.

Wad red line, green line, white line.. the hall was super dark.

I was all sweat. But somehw I like the feeling. (:

Did pt till 5.50? lying down on the floor , listening t. Calvary. (:

2^nd day , had pt, sport games, clean up area, un-pitch the tent, then Heritage trail.

Pt was kinda tough for the juniors I think. =X but it tough for me also.. coz I did morning pt also.. muscle was aching. ._. lol

Alvin tan super funny. *SHhhhh * cannot say what happened. Lol

I always have fun during pt when both of us is the PTI. haha

Had sport game, touch rugby, doge ball& hockey.

During the Games , I see a lot kind of ppl , with integrity or without, etc..

After sport game , had area clean up , un-pitch the tent.

Had Heritage trail, came back, de-brief .

Overall – I learn t be contented with what I have , just like if thr the OIC &2IC ,

Without the mealIC, Game IC , things cannot be done! Everyone play apart.

It really does make a difference..

"Everyone is himself a leader. What distinguishes one from another is their unique abilities and styles."

5 of May

Met up with Trevor,daryl,xiaoming, bus-ed t church office.

Went church, Brother RX drove us t Airport. [=

Gona miss Brother Andy.(: he going Australia for his Army operation.

Train-ed back, the kriby started pastor preston thingy.. LOl

So the train was kinda empty so we kept playing. Lol

Kirby : point to the right

Us: My G-O-D

Kirby: point to the left

Us: IS B-I-G. haha

We also did the (girl version)

US: Hey preston~

Kirby- HAHA.. then know his head on the wall! Haha joker~

Reach hme by 11am, qt. Then off to lalaland. (=

9ofMay

which was ytd, went for wedding which was my dad good friend e rest.

Ytd was my first time saw my granddad super funnny~~ LOL

Coz he was a motorcyclist, so he try be funny by saying , ehH!! Gt space there faster drive through. Coz we were in the car. The my uncle the driver was like. =_=” say this is not a motorcycle. LOL. My granddad did a lot funny stuff ytd.. LOl

It my cousin marriage, he married to a malay *wow?

The wedding was partly of my grandmum side, she gt 8 sister. ._.

And I gt t like say, call all those aunty n uncle, worse, my grandmum’s youngest sister son was 46 yr old! Mean my grandmum’s sister is like 60+ 70+?

A lot old ppl there.. ><>

Home sweet home at 11.15. bathe, was lying on my bed and the next thing I know was it alreadt 10.20am. =_=”

12-14 June 2008

had my spec course..

nth to elaborate much..

just t say tt, me n Alvin ho work so hard.. put in so much much much of effort,

many ppl see it, see it, saw us working so hard,

putting in so much effort, least trying to bring award t school..

guess wad?

Both of us gt 3^rd sergeant!? Wad this?

Least, both of us at least get to play a part in the field tgt.. (:

Cheers!

So wad if I get 3^rd sergeant? Even though least being a NCO must get 2^nd sergeant,

I’ll still try my best..

Aim for the sky, as u are aiming High (: that even u fail, at least u reach the cloud. (:

It nt tt lengthy actually.. coz I cut a lot. ._.

Overdue pictures. ( more photo t upload next time)

During Heritage trail

Nad emo. LOl

peach. (:

izyan seh.

that my kid. (:

Ready to go.!

picture of the night. (;

Instructor ZiHao & Shemmun (:

Air Force School

Run way. (:

part C. (:

more picture next time..

hope u enjoy your reading. ._.

change t white skin.. it werid.

Th

Thanks to Grace.. ._.
Name 20 people you can think of right now.
Dont read the questions till you've named the 20 people. (Otherwise not fun!)

Melvin
Nesh
GQ
Eugene
Ivy
Yu Xiu
WanTing
YuLing
Zara
Hannah
Wei Jie
Daryl
Trevor
Xiao Ming
Kirby
Victor
Denise
Jodiie
Grace
Zhi Ting

How did you meet #14?)
BB room? YI camp? (:

What would you do if you didnt meet #1?
I wouldn’t have know Christ. (:

What if #9 and #20 dated?
like what zara say.. xian zai bu hui, yi hou ye bu hui, yong yuan bu ke nen. -.-

So will #6 and #17 date?
no bah. ._.

Describe #3

Joker. Dota “ pro” . haha – Kena Trash by me “13” time! :D hahahaha

#8 attractive?
Hai ke yi.. haha

Describe #7.

Er.. she noisy at times.. =\ but she she nice! :D
Know of any #12 family members? (
no. -.- but he have a sis. (:

What will you do if #18 confesses to you that she likes you?
Wont de lar. She gt her darling liao. =\

What language does #15 speak?
He don speak. ._. He SHOUT! LOL

Who is #9 going out with?
Er, I would like t KNOW! haha

How old is #16?
15 this yr! :D

When is the last time you spoke to #13?
Monday?

Who is #2 favourite band / singer? ()
No Idea? I think he himself.. hahaha

You ever date #4?
Fat hope. ._. Later Charlotte kill me~~~ LOL

Would you ever date #1?
No. ._. he my brother. (:

#19 single?
Should be.. Think she available! ;D haha

What's #10 last names?

Lai~? Yi lin? Dumby! :D

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?

No. Ltr j**** would kill me.. ._.

School of #3?
Unity sec

Where does #6 live?
YT?

Whats your favourite thing about #5

She nice. (:

Have you seen #2 naked?

Half naked yeah.. haha

Finally finished.!! ._.

Grace shld be happy by nw. lol

Who ever see this quiz must do. don cheat. ._.

change

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1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Angry ofcoz but it depends. =\

# 2. If you can have a dream to come true, what will it be?
Married & lead a peaceful life with my wife. (:

# 3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Romantic. (:

# 4. Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
Not Really..

# 5. What's your ideal lover like?
Faithful (:

# 6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
. Being loved by someone.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
wait forever. (:

# 8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I’ll see hw thing go first..

# 9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Er…..

# 10. Is being tagged fun?
Kinda. xD

# 11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
No idea.

# 12. Who are currently the most important person to you?
God, Family & friends. (:

# 13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
WanTing? Noisy at time. :x but she nice. (:

# 14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Married, can earn money tgt de mah.

# 15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
open my eye? & check my phone for any msg. ._.

# 16. Would you give all in a relationship?
yeap. It something tt u cant play with..

# 17. If you fall in love with 2 ppl simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who treat me better n love me more.

# 18. What type of friend do you like?
Any (:

# 19. What type of friend do you dislike?
er..?

faster than i expected,
why thing have t happen thi
s way?
sigh..

2008-05-22T19:27:00.008+08:00

hey people! just came back from my sec3 camp..
And here i am to blog.
thought the camp would be having no fun.. coz of some spoilt kid etc..
but it turn out,
i was grp with a bunch of funny and active ppl!
well, some other grp were in-active..
but tt nt the point. LOL.
e Camp turn out better than i expected. [=
i had alot of fun. [=

with my 2 instructor ZiHao*Commando & Sheemun! ;D
camp was rather fun.. super fun luh! just fun. haha..
donno wad to say.. but it just fun! haha..
cut it short..
most of the activities i did it before..
but i still find this time.. it rather fun then before..
donno why.. haha.
instructor sheemun: Coz gt me! LOL
she always use tt line.. haha..
well.. she teased me during the camp..
and kept calling me honey~~~~ LOL..
but if she happy.. & im happy.. Who cares!? haha
She does type kinda hyper active type.. haha.
yeah.. ofcoz.. daryl, Kh, dexter keep calling me tt too.. =_="
lol.. anything stuff that we do.. will link to the word "Honey" LOL.
But she very nice, till somehw almost activity ppl don listen n she lost her voice coz keep straining.. i think.. lol
she sweet too. (:

instructor ZiHao was rather quiet. >< but when u started talking with him, he'll start talking u too.. think coz it his first time tt why.. he super joker!
LOL .. he taught me tt CUP game! woo!! Gona master it.. then teach my fellow mate and playing during NCC camp.
LOL Commando isnt a easy job.. but it help to give a fit body..

haha after camp. went ate kfc.. then hme-ed. i start to miss the camp..
LOL it just so like one blink. 3days over.. sian..
june camp coming.. im the 3rd IC.. wonder wad i shld do then..
Hope this camp would go the way we wanted. [=
i injured my finger again.. when playing "IJ". when it abt to almost completely heal-ed! =_=" lol nvm.. it FUN! lol. gt scratches here and there.. and gt a kinda quite serious wound. my skin gt burn off as when i was abseiling.
the rope was rubbing against my skin on the side of my body.. donno hw explained.. =.= lol. nvm.. like wad the *commando* say.. just a small scratch. haha

1st night.. around 1 or 2am

Someone: UNITY "OI"
All of us: "OI"
Someone: UNITY "OI"
All of us: "OI"

Instructor came..
everybody: DIE! LOL

me, shawn,bingshu,wei xiang,wayne,victor,minwei,kw, and many many many other more!!
went disturbing ppl who are trying to slp in their tent. =X
coz scare the instructor would come again..
so we did it by going around ppl tent. =X
shawn was the most joker one.. LOL

1st time
shawn: UNITY~ 6am already. KAYAKING! KAYAKING!!
ALL of us: *LAUGH* HAHAHA!
heard ppl who trying to slp shouting shut up and @$^@%^#%@$! LOL

2nd time
Shawn: Fire DRILL!!! everyone wake up!!
ALL of us : laugh!
ppl who try to slp: #@&$*^@&*#^@#!!!!!!! ( some ppl thought really gt fire drill! )
so they woke up!
it was HILARIOUS!! haha

Thought 2nd night would be more fun..
coz me n daryl plan to shout lots of stuff!
but end up.. everyone must slp coz instructor want us to slp. LOL
was waiting n waiting..
doze off..
woke up at 3am+ completely dead silent.. LOL

nth much more to elaborate.

i'll post the picture e next time..
my eye is closing..
gona bathe..
haven bathe since i came home :x
QT..
then off to my Lalaland. (:

Once thr a fig tree been planted in this vineyard for 3yr, the ownwer has been looking at it everyday, waiting for it t bear fruits but in this 3yr it still dint bear anything. so one day he told his assistant to chop off this tree, but the assistant told the owner tt why dont let him takecare of the tree, putting fertilizer on to it, and soon.. this fig tree bear fruits.

wad this story teaches me?

that putting the fertilizer on the e tree is just like sharing Christ to other ppl, and let them bear the fruit, that in the way tt they could be the fruitful one, giving ppl their blessings,etc.. tt we don have the forever "Share Christ".
I'll learn that i shld get my life right with God, serving Him and sharing the goodnews, letting ppl come to know Him because it all abt Him, His Kingdom..

i summarize it from my qt i learn this morning during the camp..
-Luke 23

2008-05-20T00:47:00.003+08:00

it 1am nw..
less than 10 h the camp gona start.
just cant slp for some reason..
listening to song..
just cant slp.. =\

after camp.. still gt lots of stuff to settle..
Gold wing,junecamp, spec course, wad aviator programme..
and some other more..
busy, busy ,busy..

sigh..

yeah.. im so "fortunate" to be choose by Grace to do the quiz.=X
and i don feel like doing it. coz cant even copy n paste.. =_="
after camp bah..

Night peeps..
God bless!
Freedom In The Name Of Jesus. [=

i like green tea.. she like green tea..
i like coke.. she still like green tea.!
random post. =X

sometime.. things doesnt look like hw it look.
sometime.. things doesnt seem like wad u had seen.
sometime.. things were nt mend to know till further age.
sometime.. thing were nt supposed t be happening yet happened..
but something tt i know is that..
i like the way, in the inner self..

4764117362

2008-05-17T10:57:00.004+08:00

ytd- 16/5/08
*imagine*
u were using com.. playing dota.. or etc..
then suddenly this uncle came in to your room..
apperance -
botak.. evil eye.. half shaved.. evil smile.. then..
hello! i came to check your air-con..
*me*-.-
lol.. haha..
u'll feel weird when someone is in your room..
while u'r playing dota. lol.

aftere dota-ing.. wen swimming.. (:
been a LONG time since i even swim~~
went thr wet my body.. suntann-ed.. lol
lywei keep flex his body .. jia li hai.. hahaha
both of us play a game.. -pushup.. haha
he say he do how many.. i shall do how many..
so he did 30.. i did 30.. then he went sitting a side. LOL
thought he gona do more or wad.. haha

after tt.. kfc.. with~ *breathe in*
melvin,nesh,tim,lywei,trevor,darly,weijie,qien,sergio&junhong.
*say finish*.. lol..

walk-ed t mrt. mrt-ed cck.. walk-ed hme.. (:
then eat again.. so super full..
then slp..
going turn fat.. haha

17/5/08
it 11:20am..
today is sat..
mean.. going church again..
but this time look like i cant go.
coz of result..
aiya.. nvm..
By Faith.. i come..
By Faith.. My God shall open the path for me.. [=

if Acts 2 NEVER give up, Why shld I then? [=

*grace.. i'll do the quiz next time.. =X

2008-05-14T18:40:00.003+08:00

had a brother-talked with trevor (: and walk back hme..

had my drill test ytd..
dint really do well.. i gt e most comment from Mralan tan..
but yet ppl still follow my mistake:x donno wad they are thinking..
ahaha..
but i did my best.. just hope everything go well..
really.. i donwant to fail this test..
ok.. one down..
2more to go.. Gold wing & specialist course..
must pass my Gold wing no matter wad..
no Gold wing no talk..
Ahhh!!!

it wed.. 3more day.. gona be sat..
it the day my mum gona see my result..
either kena restricted or go church praise my awesome father again(:
it dint really kinda get e result i wanted..
and it far worse than i expected..
no point regretting.. although i am..
after all i've been studying for e past few week and days..

u cant force e person u like to like u if she doesnt..
but least she gave u an answer..
maybe u shld have..
Argh.. no point regretting..
what has happened has happened..
cant change it.. but..
do rmb im always here for you..
bro.. [=

haven bathe. :x
After bathing..
Qt..
then off to lalaland.. (=

it wasnt a game to me..

2008-05-11T22:21:00.008+08:00

hey peep..
recently been mugging hard..
i mean.. choinging on movie.. haha

ytd sermon was rather interesting than impactful.. i think..
yeap.. did learn some new thing again.. [=
brought sister anne sunflower.. (:
she sick.. ><
prayed That God'll heal her.. [=
she the one who brought me up n taking care of me..
i must do her proud..
someway.. n somehw.. (:

nth could be better than sitting beside elton during service?
crapping all the way non stop though he feel like slping.. =X
guess he tired uh..
Wai kiat nv fail to make elton look at him all the time during service.. hahs..

i'll post more thing abt tmr.. [=

been chatting with elton..
chatting with him is fun.. [=
yeapp.. he promise me to send me the "FREE"Album to me!! ><
i so so so so want that album!!! crazy liao.. lol
fan of planetshaker.. [=

yeap.. this the "free"song from the "free"album..
One day elton will play just like him..
coz i just know that he can play that well too.. [=

THe solo drum for this song simply rocks lar.. just like the "Couting on God"..
soon elton gona just be like him.. xD
expectation too high? nahs.. haha

night peeps.. off to QT.. then to Lalaland.. [=

Tags replied:
Siewsia: haha.. ok.. hope so can do well.. [=
Trevor: you the wols.. don use my line leh.. although u learn from some dumby through me.. haha
Izyan: Izyan!! Bestfriend!! LOL *little finger hug* hahs.. all the best too .. for upcoming course.. xD
z4r4: u r slow.. =.=
Hannah: er.. when i gt the "free"album.. i sent u some nice song.. then u see whether u want use.. xD
Cynthia(MummY):sry for the late reply.. >< guess u shld be back to singapore? or no.? nt sure.. hahs.. but guess u had enjoy yourself rite? [=

shout: Happy mother days! (:

2008-05-05T15:42:00.011+08:00

back to post?
been mugging hard recently..
just hope all my effort wont be wasted..
even though i know around 3~4 sub will fail.. =.=

did geog n dnt today..
geog was kinda easy but dint draw some diagram thingy..
almost 1/4 of the class ppl nv draw.. lol tt includs me ofcoz.. =_="
dnt suck man..
especially theory.. lol. expected de..

thank zara.. =_="

Huning.. [=

tt my sis.. act only.. =X

Finally! Spec Course. im no.4 just count from the top.

yeap.. Gold wing.. [=

and some drill thingy for spec course..
so total.. gt 3 stuff..

Praise The Lord. (:
indeed.. he always plan stuff "sui sui" for me.. [=
gold wing finish at 29may..
and if im nt wrong..
redical conference is at 30~31may..
God really do plan all thing well.. (:

Gona shine..
Holding last breath..
Gona shine for this 3 course.. no matter what..
i'll try..
For Him..
coz all i know is that..
those ppl out thr.. need to hear the Good news abt Him.. [=
And..
it gona be hard..
real hard..
Real Hard.........

Tags Replied! (:

I'll be still know you are God.. (:

2008-04-27T13:15:00.005+08:00

dono wad to post abt.. -.- lol

well.. ytd sermon was kinda impactful..
yup.. God nv fail to teach me new things each week.. [=
after church.
went to bus stop.. n some noisy ppl came along.. :x
some "poser" keep looking at some girl luh.. LOL
i think tt "poser" is jealous..! :x
haha..
bus-ed t batok..
mrt-ed t yt.. walk-ed t lim bang..
was supposed to be studying..
end up play dota.. =.= .. patrick jio us.. lol
grp of guai kia Vs. grp of pia kia. .=_="
starting game.. was leading la..
so according to my long past "pro skill"
i end up feeding them.. =.=
and we lose.. LOL
but it fun lar..
at least i know hw to play.. n kill one of them..
so total die is.. 13 time.. =.= pro uh? LOL

going study with zara , weifeng they all..

cya..
God bless!

zara~~~ my addidas watch~~~ LOL

I'm in a fight not physical,
I'm in a war but not in this world.
You are the light thats beautiful,
and i want more.. i want all thats yours.. [=

2008-04-26T13:58:00.005+08:00

back to post. mugging hard recently.. but the next day.. i'll just forget it all ... =.=

hmm.. paper 1?
i gona flunk it.. =.=
my letter.. i thought i wrote 200 +..
coz i wrote it kinda small.. after writing slack..
left last 5 min.. * start counting*
130+ word.. =_="
lol..
paper 2 also.. =.= sure fail..
i don want retainnnnnnn.. =.=

It nice! it nice! it nice! I know! :D

i like the reflection..

random

random.. and i know it nice.. xD

random.. lol

maybe someday .. gona be a photographer.. LOL
i'll save up and get smth like this! :D

smth like this only.. only.. coz i just anyhw take the pic from some web..
lol.. ofcoz.. if i buy.. it sure gona be a very cool one.. :D

zara n yuling.. thank.. [=

When thr no where else to turn..
rmb..
You got me & Jesus..
dont give up.. because it nt the'end.. [=

2008-04-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

Argh..
so many thing just happened..
it just so sudden..
dam tt satan..
am i just nt tt prayerful enough?

im serious abt what satan been doing to my family mb & my loves one..

hey. brother & sister in Christ.. pray for me yeah?

My dad had a cut on his finger while he was working..

I pray that God'll take away his pain & heal his wound..
Amen.

Why Should I be unhappy when I, Like Paul, can learn to be satisfied in all kinds of condition?
Phil 4:11

2008-04-19T22:21:00.004+08:00

Argh..
my mum just scold-ed me this morning..
coz i took 50$ and went off..
well..
she dint even put small change so i went meeting elton at mac with 50$ [=
well. both of us were dam crap-py lar.. lol
both of us gave 50$ to the counter person..
they give us those face.. =.= coz change was too big..
then we keep bug them.. they bs.. lol
so did discipleship..
it was crap man..
most of it was talking n talking n talking..
LOL
crap of the day.. - he said i like mich.. coz keep look her.. =.=
after tt went for pm..
then cell grp..
game was fun.. with yee hong, 3mao,justin and elton.. xD haha..
it was dam crappy lo..
had some *plan.. LOL
but.. overall still fun.. haha
then did some joke*session* LOl
All of us kept laughing like some mad ppl from the *white house* LOl
after tt..
went for service..
was waiting. n waiting..
till elton came out with smth silly..
then yeah.. crap was included.. =.= haha..
so while we were waiting..
me,yeehong,elton,3mao,juvi,zhi ting & justin?
did the "oi" "oi" thingy at the stairs thr..
so we kept shout "oi".. so it goes with louder louder.. LOl
yeah.. ofcoz alot ppl were looking at us.. but it fun was man.. [=
so at stairs.. we laugh like mad ppl again..
it was dam crappy lar..
espcially wad qi zhi? said.. LOL haha..

did enjoy myself for the day.. [=
really praise God for tt..
he touch my heart..
it been so LONG i feel tt Hot touch again..
i believe.. during tt pm .. God really did answer my prayer..
so yeah.. i gt to pray against it.. [=

sermon was impactful.. by Brother RX .

dinner-ed. hme-ed with trevor, darly & xiao ming.. [=
trevor,darly.. pai seh.. =_=" forgt to wore tt shirt..
after exam.. [=

sun is rising.. (:

today is the day..
the day im gona get all thing aside..
i move towards God..
no more back to square 1..
ofcoz it gonabe super hard..
but by God's grace.. & his will & power..
i believe..
I can do it.. [=

shout- powerChords is fun! [=

2008-04-18T01:02:00.002+08:00

Argh..
it so fast..
1.05am..
it already friday..
gona stand firm for God in whatever or whichever way..
no matter what..

Father..
I prayed that you guide me along through all those cirumstances,
be it good or bad.. grant me your wisdom, so that i would know how t speak and answer my parents..
For here I am, Counting On You..
Always.
Amen.

Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world.But be transformed by the renewing of your mind.Then your will able to test and approve what God'swill is His good, pleasing and perfect will.
Roman 12:2

2008-04-16T17:31:00.006+08:00

well..
i dint gt my marksman..
it suck man..
even alan tan dint announce the other 2 name..
but im sure im nt one of it lar..
it suck lar..
it start with 2 fig. ( 5 rounds each fig. so total with 10rounds)
e first fig.. i shot quite well.. 5/5 (at the chest)
2nd fig. i was trying to aim the hand of the fig.12
kei kiang lar.. =_="
so it like kinda low..
so yeah.. end up.. my rounds ended 1cm away from the fig.12..
SUCK man! =_="
but somehw.. thr some dumby shoot my board..
coz my 2nd fig.12 gt more than 5 rounds.. lol
well.. only most ncc ppl will understand what i said.. haha
ahh....
i culd get my marksman if only i dint kei kiang.. =_="!!!!!!

well.. dint felt like talking today..
till amy,hui ying msg me.. with encouragement..
guess they are kinda sensitive so heng heng sent the msg to me..
but overall..
still gona praise God.. (:
but..
im one step.. or even futher? away from my dream..
ever-since. i dint see any Usm, Asm or even pc without marksman.. =.=
so yeah..
it gona be very hard lar..
Argh..
well.. zara?
thank for your *cow .. well.. i love it.. (:
u nv failed making me smile before.. hahs.. thank.. =]

hm..
God spoke to me..?
it made me recall back what anne said.. last sat..

if u have a poor foundation, u wont be able to stand properly,
just like building a house on sand..
when storms & wind come.. it will shake.. etc.. one day.. it will collapse and nv stand again..
but if u have a good foundation like building a house on solid ground..
press on..
because u will nv know one day when satan will attack..
and your bricks will fall..
so do qt.. seek Him..
u'll slowly see.. your bricks getting in to a better quality type..
which unable u easily.. fall..

picture of the day.. (:

i starting feel tt sunrise is nicer than sunset.. (:

cya..

friday.. is my ahma's death thingy..
need to burn all those thingy..
well.. she at heaven..
doesnt need all those stuff.. (:
no matter what..
i'll still stand firm..
because..
My God is with me.. till.. the end of my age.. [=

'cause my faith is on solid ground.. [=

2008-04-14T16:15:00.001+08:00

Counting On God - Desperation band

I'm in a fight not physical
And I'm in a war
But not with this world
You are the light that's beautiful
And I want more
I want all that's Yours

Joy unspeakable that won't go away
And just enough strength
To live for today
So I never have to worry
What tomorrow will bring
'Cause my faith is on solid rock
I am counting on God

I am counting on
I am counting on God

The miracle of Christ in me
Is the mystery that sets me free
I'm nothing like I used to be
Open up your eyes you'll see

2008-04-14T00:20:00.003+08:00

different pictures but on the same spot.

red rainbow?

cloudy..

it on yanru's birthday? (:

it dark.. o.0

i just love this picture.. (:

well..
i really appreciate alot.. alot . ALOT
that God put Elton as my discipler.. (:

Counting on God..
on every step i take..
i'll think twice..
for the cause of CHRIST
i'll live & stand.. (:

shout: Counting On God!!

2008-04-13T15:07:00.006+08:00

lazy to type out what happened this few days..
hahs.. sry.. =X
next time bah..

Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs..
1 cor 13:4-7

How far you fall.. God'll still use you again.
He is a God of second chance.. (:
who's love is everlasting & unconditional,
no matter what we had done to grieve Him in the past.
The path of restoration will not be easy but,
through faith God can use you again..

Faith is seeing what's beyond sight,
believing what's beyond reason,
receiving what's beyond comprehension..

Now faith is the substance of things hope for,
the evidence of things not seen.
Hebrews 11:1

picture of the week.. (:

this coming tue-15/4/08
marksmanship.. hmm..
i'll try my best t get e marksman..
bring the unit proud.. & Glorify God's Name.. (;
yeap..

tts all..
cya peeps.
God bless..

2008-04-09T22:30:00.004+08:00

Argh..
God told me to love her back like how He love his people..
kinda stunt..
when He told me..
but gt t be obedient..

just like the Pst Daniel said..
it the renewing tt determine..
I need time..

-either your are moving foward t God or futher away from God..
no lukeworm..

someday.. when i died..
i want the verse John3:16 on my Obituaries .. (:

2008-04-09T20:07:00.002+08:00

hmm..
i donno what in my mind nw..
but somehw..
i still need your loving hand to pick me up
whenever i fall..
just hw far im away from you..
you still use me..

somehw..
i misses..
those time..
praises your name up high.. [=

picture of the day..

2008-04-08T02:35:00.003+08:00

flipping through my bed..
yet can slp again..
it 2.35am nw..

go do workout..
guess melvin everyday gt train.. -.-

night peeps..